Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)Vandérem, Fernand
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Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)
Vandérem, Fernand
Paris (France) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"No, M. Boerzell!..." Thérèse stammered between two sobs. "You are
exaggerating.... It is true that I have been hard to you.... But I like
you very much ... very much more than I did."
He paused to look at her. She eyed him with sympathy in her gray eyes,
which were full of tears. With an unconscious movement of tenderness,
she stretched out her hand to him. He fell back a step, he was so
surprised; then he seized Thérèse's hand and, without kneeling down,
without any such demonstration usually made by a lover who has just been
accepted, he said in a halting voice which betrayed the intensity of his
emotion:
"What! mademoiselle!... Am I mistaken? Do I understand the meaning of
your words? You might be willing, you are consenting?"
"I don't know," sighed Mlle. Raindal, oppressed by discouragement, and
withal touched by his anxiety. "Later, perhaps.... I shall see...."
"Oh, thank you!" Boerzell exclaimed, as he pressed the feverish hand of
his visitor ardently. "Thank you, mademoiselle.... You will see.... You
will see how much I shall try to make you happy and contented...."
He looked at her kindly, with little shivers of gratefulness running
along the corners of his temples. But suddenly his face darkened and he
gently let go the young lady's hand:
"And yet, no.... That would be to take advantage of your present state
... of your disturbed condition. I refuse a consent which I could extort
from you in the midst of your sorrow and your tears.... Our marriage can
only be accomplished through your own free will, and in the complete
mastery of yourself. Later, as you say ... later, when you have
recovered your calm and your clear sight, if you still hold the same
sentiments toward me, you know what happiness you will give me, if you
accept and become my wife.... Until then, I seek nothing from you but
your friendship.... We are not heroes of novels nor fools nor madmen....
Our union must not be brought about by a subterfuge, by some surprise,
or by a lack of reflection that might carry us away.... I would rather
renounce you forever than to know I had conquered you by such vulgar
means.... In the days to come, whatever may happen, I can assure you
that neither you nor I will regret our wisdom of to-day. Am I not right,
mademoiselle?"
He stood in front of Thérèse and sought his answer in her eyes. She
endured his persistent look for a long time, then replied in melancholy
accents:
"You are the very incarnation of common sense!... You are the best and
most loyal of friends.... Just as you say!... Let us wait.... That, as a
matter of fact, is more worthy of such old wise people as you and I....
Nevertheless, I would like to show you my gratitude. I don't want to
leave you now, after the words that have passed between us, without
giving you some proof of my friendship...."
"That is quite easy, mademoiselle!" Boerzell replied quietly.
"In what way?"
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