Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)Vandérem, Fernand
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Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)
Vandérem, Fernand
Paris (France) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
In two strides he was on the lawn; the soft earth deadened the sound of
his feet. He gave a sardonic chuckle, a kind of victorious cough. At
least, moving this way, on this soft ground, he would not be heard
coming.... Oh!... Where was he going in his infatuated march? What could
he do, or say, what could he imagine, in case he were to meet them at
the turning of a path? He had scarcely thought of that; a savage sorrow
was burning him, ceaselessly, and urged him forward like an animal
maddened by fire. He felt nothing, neither the perfume of the
lime-trees, nor the freshness of the grass which wet his ankles, nor the
hateful aspect of his own pursuit, the shamefulness of his cunning! He
was approaching ... he reached the park, he was going to see!
He ventured into the thickest part of the wood. The carpet of dead
leaves exhaled slowly towards him its pungent odor of eternal and ever
renewed decay. Supple branches cut his face. Roots rose under his feet.
He went on, his eyes half closed for fear of thorns; perspiration
dripped from his forehead; his hands were stretched forward to feel his
way through the darkness and foliage.
He stopped suddenly. From the left, from the place where he thought were
the glade of the lime-trees, the spaced trees, the mushroom-like stone
table and the wicker chairs, a murmur arose, a sort of duet of violent
and languorous voices. They ceased an instant, then renewed their
murmur. He had an impression that his heart was shrinking, vanishing out
of his body. He paused a minute, because his legs gave way under
him.... Then he took up his march again, panting, bent in two like a
gorilla, his hands almost touching the ground. As he crawled nearer, the
voices became more distinct. Suddenly, he almost fainted. Now he
perceived everything, even the familiar sound of those voices. It was an
exchange of invocations so shameless, of apostrophes at once so bestial
and so tender that he was utterly stupefied. Ah! only Queen Cleopatra,
perhaps, could have ever fallen to that depth of shamelessness!... M.
Raindal did not have the courage to look, to see. A panicky rage swept
him away. He felt a frantic need to run, to escape the tortures of that
infernal wood. He rushed out in a mad, furious race, now fearless of
making a noise, not caring whether he betrayed himself or not, smashing
the branches that stood in his way, taking his revenge on the bushes,
sweating, galloping with the noise of big game running under wood before
the dogs. Out of breath, he stumbled onto the lawn, and the dahlias
received him. He rose quickly, his knees heavy with damp earth. He took
up his march again, at a more moderate pace but yet hastily.
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