Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)Vandérem, Fernand
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Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)
Vandérem, Fernand
Paris (France) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
He did not run but his legs nervously set a fast pace, finding relief in
that hurried gait. When he reached the steps, he brushed his clothes
with his sleeve, instinctively. A remnant of clear sight made him dread
Aunt Panhias, her curiosity and possible inquiries. The drawing-room,
however, proved to be still empty. The master rushed to the hall and
swiftly climbed the stairs.... At last he was in his room. With a far
resounding kick he closed his door. His trembling hand turned the key
twice in the keyhole. He fell, exhausted, on the edge of his big bed,
which had already been prepared for the night.
His lassitude did not calm him. A boiling anger surged in his veins. His
hands made gestures of destruction. He would have liked to hold Mme.
Chambannes, to break her as he had the branches in her park, to crush
and annihilate her.
His little pupil! His little pupil! Was it she? Was it those candid lips
that had uttered such abominable words. At the memory of each word, he
felt a new blade piercing his heart.... No! his judgment was prejudiced
and rebelled against so much infamy; his memory must be lying!... His
little pupil!... His dear friend! Simultaneously, he united the basest
insults with these terms of endearment. He evoked Thérèse, recalling to
his mind her hatred for Zozé, and wishing that she were near him now so
that they could hate the guilty one together.
Ah! Thérèse had not been wrong about the shallowness of this Mme.
Chambannes, her depravity and her mediocrity. In one meeting, she had
appreciated her better, fathomed her and sentenced her more accurately
than he had done in a hundred meetings. For she, Thérèse, did not love
her, while he, alas did!
"Yes! I loved her; I love her still!" he murmured fervently, as if to
deny in that remorseful admission all the puny disguises, all the
artifices of prudery which had sheltered a passion that was without
courage.
The sound of shutters being closed and footsteps coming up interrupted
his meditations. He hoped that Mme. Chambannes would come in to ask him
how he was. What should he say in reply? Should he fall at her knees,
pitifully stammering words of love? Or should he repulse her with a
scornful reply?
He did not have to choose, because Zozé did not come to him. Instead of
her coming, the echoes of the park took up once more in the mind of the
master their vile, diabolical concert, the duet of their ravished
accents.
Oh! what atrocious, what repugnant words! M. Raindal compared them with
the Latin footnotes of his book. At a distance of twenty centuries, they
were almost the same words, the same follies as those which Cleopatra,
in her worst ecstasies had stimulated in her lover, Antony the rough
soldier! By means of what miracle of universal and immutable perversity
had this infamous vocabulary been shamefully transmitted from the Queen
of Egypt to the master's little friend? How many amorous couples must
have repeated and preserved it, from generation to generation!
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