Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)Vandérem, Fernand
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Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)
Vandérem, Fernand
Paris (France) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Woman--he had really known but one, his own. Apart from a few
indiscretions during his life as a student, indiscretions that were
forgotten as soon as committed, he remembered his life as a young man,
his four years spent in the desert under Mariette Bey, his imperturbable
chastity, that precocious contempt for love which caused even the "Great
Bey" to tease him. When his comrades left the cantonment and went to the
nearest town to see the dancing Bayaderes or spend a night's leave with
some native girl, M. Raindal had, as a rule, discovered some pretext not
to join them, some special work to be finished, a papyrus to be
deciphered or a sudden indisposition. "Sapristi! Raindal, you must rub
the rust off yourself, my dear fellow!" the Great Bey declared, in that
sarcastic voice of his. "You will end by making us believe that you
have a liaison with a mummy!" The young savant would laugh, promise to
follow his companions, but recant at the last minute. The Bayaderes
bored him. Since then, apart from his wife, no one! Not one adventure,
not one memory, no graceful image, none of those dear phantoms whose one
particular beauty--her hands, her smile, her finesse in love-making or
the sweetness of her eyes--flatters one, with its secret companionship,
till death.
Here he was now, hoary and disfigured by age, unable to attract anyone,
panting with love at the time when pleasure should be given up, enamored
of a young woman who loved another! What a punishment! What agony! How
long would it last? How long would it remain to show him the joys he had
missed, thanks to pedantic vainglory and proud self-confidence?
He walked to the chimney. Standing before the mirror, he twisted his
features in stranger grimaces to convince himself even more that his
decrepitude was beyond hope. Ah! yes indeed, he had a pretty complexion,
fine teeth and wrinkles, puffed skin and a nice flabby face, everything
in short which he needed to seduce a young woman!
The wheels of a carriage crunched the gravel of the path. He heard
voices raised in appeals and much laughter. George had arrived.
M. Raindal had a sudden desire to go down. He would allege the return of
Chambannes and the wish to welcome his host; then he could see Zozé
once more. His hand was on the handle of the door, but a scruple of
pride kept him back. No, that would be too cowardly! He stayed upstairs.
He heard doors being closed. Silence again fell over the house. M.
Raindal felt as if his heart had been stabbed again. He was thinking
about the husband who was with his wife now.... His shoulders shook in a
nasty sneer. Phew! he was not jealous of that unfortunate Chambannes!
Really, there was nothing to envy him for! To be the husband of a
brainless little fool, a worthless creature who, a minute ago.... He did
not finish his thought. His eyes were bloodshot; brutal curses rushed to
his lips; he was choking. M. Raindal opened the window.
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