In a drawing-room floor in Podbury-street, Lady Forestfield had taken
up her abode, and was living in seclusion, awaiting the result of her
husband's application to the Divorce Court. After the scene with Mr.
Bristow, and the degradation which she had suffered before her own
servants, she felt it impossible to stay on in Seamore-place, and
accordingly the next day, as soon as she was able to contemplate the
immediate future with some degree of calmness, and to make up her mind
as to the course she should best pursue, she had removed to these
lodgings, accompanied only by a young girl who had been a housemaid at
Seamore-place, had always shown a strong attachment for her mistress,
and now refused to be separated from her. This girl's mother, a
respectable woman, was the landlady of the house in Podbury-street,
and everything was done as far as possible to insure Lady
Forestfield's comfort.
As far as possible indeed, but, under the circumstances, worthy Mrs.
Wilson's possible went but a little way. For the first fortnight of
her tenancy, May Forestfield scarcely tasted food, scarcely lifted her
head from the pillow, but lay there passing the bygone days of her
life in review before her, and silently bemoaning her hard fate. The
loss of wealth and position--the position, that is, which her rank had
given her--affected her but little; she took no heed of them, she had
no time to give them a thought, nor did she trouble herself in regard
to the future; her whole time was occupied in thinking over the
details of her early acquaintance with her husband, and in wondering
at the infatuation which had induced her to prefer the other man to
him. Not that she ignored or attempted to deceive herself in regard to
his heartless cynicism and savage brutality. Every bitter word seemed
burnt into her brain, each cruel deed seemed to rise before her fresh
as at the time of its perpetration; and yet in her present mood she
found excuses for them all, and ascribed to herself the provocation of
epithets which a 'beggar in his drink' would not have fouled his mouth
with.
Do you wonder at this conduct? I take it, it is common enough. May
Forestfield was no peculiar character, and in some things had a
certain clearness of sense and strength of mind; but she was a woman,
and consequently when she found she had been deprived of something
which up to this point she did not value, but which it was impossible
to regain, she set about grieving after and bewailing its loss with
all her strength. Never even in the early days of her acquaintance
with Lord Forestfield, when uncertainty of his regard for her rendered
her doubly keen in the chase, had she felt that worship, that
hungering after him which now beset her.
While she was lying in this state she received the following letter,
dated from Spa:
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