It was with no pharisaical idea that Nugent Uffington exerted his
influence without appearing to do so, to prove to May how small and
contemptible had been the life in which she had so long revelled.
There was very little of the repentant sinner about this grim cynic;
but he had heart and brain, and he gave the men and women of the
present generation very little credit for the possession of either.
He, too, had outraged the law which alike is human and divine, but in
his sin there had at least been some condoning element of passion; he
had loved the woman whom he destroyed with his whole soul and
strength, and had sacrificed position and prospects to make and keep
her his. They two had been scouted by the world, but they had been all
and all to each other, and had set the world at defiance; and she--she
was gone now, but she had passed away in the full knowledge of his
devotion; and he had the satisfaction of knowing that, unless it were
for remorse, and of that she had never shown any sign to him, she had
not, from the time they left England together, had an unhappy moment.
'The Giaour was right,' he said to himself one day, as he was
revolving these matters in his mind:
'"I die, but first I have possess'd;
And come what may, I have been bless'd."
My now solitary life is not without its constantly recurring bitter
grief, but I have the memory of Julie to fall back upon, and the
knowledge that whatever sacrifice I may have made was made for one who
was doubly, trebly worthy of it. But this poor girl has ruined herself
for a man whom she did not care for, and merely, as it seems to me,
from ignorance and want of proper guidance.'
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