Two College FriendsLoring, Frederic W. (Frederic Wadsworth)
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Two College Friends
Loring, Frederic W. (Frederic Wadsworth)
College stories; College students -- Fiction; College teachers -- Fiction; Male friendship -- Fiction
“I should like,” said Stonewall Jackson, slowly, “though doubtless you
consider me a rebel and a traitor, to have you shake hands with me.”
“Not with a rebel or a traitor,” said Ned, “but with a sincere and
honest man whom I respect and honor;” and with this grasp of hands,
these two great souls gazed in each other’s eyes.
“And now you know what I must say,” said Stonewall Jackson.
“I know it,” Ned replied.
“Do not think me cruel, do not think me lacking in human feeling,”
Stonewall Jackson continued; “but war has its duties as well as peace.
God help those who must execute these duties!”
“There is but one thing you can do,” said Ned, tranquilly.
“There is but one thing I can do,” repeated Jackson. “You will be shot
at sunrise.” He called the men outside. “Give this gentleman,” he said,
“as good accommodations as the camp affords. See that he is left by
himself, and is undisturbed to-night.――All letters, all directions,
which you may wish to give, shall be forwarded to the North,” he
continued, addressing Ned; “and if you wish anything to be done about
burial”――
“I shall wish nothing,” said Ned.
“In that case,” said Jackson, with princely courtesy, “I have only to
say farewell.” He rose again, and took Ned’s hand; then the soldiers
marched away, and he was left in his tent alone.
X.
THE LAST LETTER HOME.
DEAR PROFESSOR,――I am writing to you the last words I shall
ever say, the last thoughts I shall ever think, the last
farewell to all I have ever known and loved. To-morrow, at
daybreak, I am to be shot. There is nothing that can possibly
prevent it,――this is my last night on earth. Am I resigned to
my lot? am I willing to lose my life? I cannot tell, it seems
so like a dream. It is terrible to me to think that this is
the end of all my youth and hope; and you will understand me
when I say that I do dread and fear death. Yet I am calm and
self-possessed. I am half dead already, indeed, for my end
seems inevitable; and I do not suffer so much as I wonder. I
seem to have lost all volition, and, as it were, to have gone
out of myself. A little while ago I wound up my watch; and then
the uselessness of that performance struck me, and I said,
half aloud, “Poor Ned!” and then laughed at myself for doing
it. As my laugh died away, there was a cold silence around
which chilled me through and through. Yes, I must be half dead
already. It is only when I think of Tom that the life seems to
rush back again; and as I believe this sort of torpor is well
for me, I dare not trust to myself write to him. Besides, he
must get well; and so you must try and keep my death hidden
from him for a time. You can tell him, better than I could,
that my last thought will be of him, and that I cannot trust
myself to say farewell to him. Even now, I have this cruel
uncertainty about his health, and I do not know but what you
may lose us both.
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