There was a first-rate elementary school in Old Town to which the two
boys went when the time came. The headmaster, Mr. Pigott, was also
manager of the chapel in the Moot which Mrs. Caspar attended regularly.
The hard woman was religious in the common Puritan way, so dear to the
English lower-middle-class of her generation. Her Chapel and her God
were both a great deal to the austere woman, especially the former.
She had a stern and narrow moral code of her own which she mistook for
love of Christ. From that code she never departed herself, and
punished to the utmost of her power all those who did depart from it.
In a chapel of her own denomination she had insisted on being married,
in spite of the fact that she risked by her obstinacy losing the only
man she had ever loved.
Ned Caspar, for his part, took his religion, as most of us do, from his
mother. He was High Church at a time when to be so was far less
fashionable than it is at present. He called himself a Catholic, and
spoke always of the Mass in a way that shocked his fellow-churchmen who
were in those days still content to speak of themselves as Protestants
and the sacramental act as Holy Communion. And after marriage he
maintained his position with a far greater tenacity than most would
have expected of the soft-willed man. Indeed, it was the one point on
which, aided by his mother's memory, he stood up to his wife for long.
"I'll wear you down yet, my son," Anne told him grimly. "May as well
come off the perch now as later."
In this one matter her taunts served only, so it seemed, to strengthen
her husband's resistance.
He went white, shook, perspired, and continued to attend High Mass at
St. Michael's, in spite of his growing distaste for the man who
administered it--his neighbour, Prebendary Willcocks, across the road.
A far wiser woman than she seemed, Mrs. Caspar recognized her mistake,
desisted from her original line of attack, and let her husband go his
own way for a time without protest--as the cat permits the mouse a
little liberty.
When she began to take the children to chapel with her, she said--and
Anne Caspar could be beautiful upon occasion--
"Ned, I wish you'd come along with me and the boys sometimes. I do
feel it so that we never worship in common."
That was the beginning of the end of his resistance.
He became an occasional attendant at the chapel, if he could never
bring his aesthetic spirit, seeking everywhere for colour, harmony and
form, to become a professed member of the rather dreary little
community.
And later, for quite other reasons, he dropped St. Michael's entirely.
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