Resting there with contented spirits amid the gorse, they would watch
the gulls, white-winged and desolately crying over the plough, while
the larks purred above them.
These were the best moments of Ernie's childhood, never to pass from
him in the tumult and battle of later life. A child of the earth, even
his tongue, touched with the soft slur of Sussex caught from
school-mates, betrayed him for a countryman. He loved the feel of the
turf solid beneath him; he loved the sound of the gorse-pods snapping
in the sun; he loved the thump of the sea crashing on the beach far
below; and most of all he loved the larks pouring comfort into the
cistern of his mind until it too seemed to brim with the music of
praise.
"Loving, idn't they?" he would say in his sweet little voice, his hands
behind his head, his eyes on a speck of song thrilling in the blue.
"That's it, Boy-lad," his father's answer would come from beneath the
cavern of his hat; and Edward Caspar forthwith would repeat, in a voice
that seemed to co-ordinate the harmonies of earth and sky and sea,
Wordsworth's _Lines above Tintern Abbey_:
_... That serene and blessed mood,
In which the affections gently lead us on,--
Until, the breath of this corporeal frame
And even the motion of our human blood
Almost suspended, we are laid asleep
In body, and become a living soul:_
Alf never came on these excursions. The bent of the two brothers was
indeed entirely different. If they left the house together, as often
as not they parted at the garden-gate. Ern turned his face towards the
green hills that blocked the end of the road, Alf turned his back on
them.
"Nothin doin there," he would say with a knowing wink. He hated
walking, and he feared the loneliness of the hills. His heart was in
the East End of the growing town. Down there, beyond the gas-works, at
the edge of the Levels, where the trams clanged continually, where you
heard strange tongues, and saw new types of faces, Alf found himself.
The little urchin, who seemed all eyes in a hideous square head, would
wander by the hour in Sea-gate, among the booths and barrows, drinking
in the life about him, and return home at night tired but contented.
In bed the two boys would compare their experiences.
"What did you see?" Ern would ask.
"Everythink," Alf would answer. "Folks and a fight and all."
"I see something, too," said Ernie, deliberate alike of speech and mind.
"What then?" asked Alf, scornfully.
"I see angels," Ernie answered. "Dad see em too."
But Alf only sniggered.
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