Two secrets, and, A man of his wordStretton, Hesba
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Two secrets, and, A man of his word
Stretton, Hesba
Christian fiction, English -- 19th century
Was the burden lighter to Joanna because the others bore it lightly?
All her life had been spent laboriously in providing for and shielding
her two beloved ones. Every shilling, for their sakes, had been made to
do the duty of thirteenpence. She had diligently practised industry,
and thrift, and forethought every hour of every working day; and now
she could not enter into the Sabbath rest of Charlotte and Amos.
The future loomed very dark and dreary. There would be no immediate
distress; for had not she scraped painfully together as much as £50,
which was safely deposited in the post-office savings bank? But she
always regarded that as a nest-egg for Charlotte, if she should happen
to outlive her and Amos. As she sought for some cheap and comfortless
lodging in the town, she wondered how she could manage where there was
no garden where she could grow vegetables and savoury herbs, and where
she could keep a few fowls. Every egg, every potato even, would have to
be bought; and the only money coming in would be the small pension due
to Amos. She foresaw herself spending, with a constant heart-pang, the
nest-egg laid by for Charlotte.
Joanna fought hard against distrust of God. She listened, with a ghost
of a smile, to Charlotte's consoling and courageous thoughts, but she
could not enter into them. It was strange how this new misery made
everything about her start into greater vividness. Every object about
the cottage, and within it, seemed to be almost alive and thrusting
itself into her notice. Even the old cracks in the window-panes
impressed themselves upon her mind. Still more keenly did she see and
read afresh the familiar faces of her husband and daughter. Perhaps we
see least those whom we love most. They live so closely beside us that,
though their voices are in our ears, and the sense of their presence
is always with us, we hardly look at them, and time leaves traces
on their beloved features undetected by us. Joanna was startled to
recognise how Amos was looking an old man, and how pallid and worn was
Charlotte's face. Oh! If the blessed Lord would only let them all pass
away together from this world before the great sorrow came!
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