English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
The first time I saw him, I remember the day well, as well as yesterday.
There was no apple-blossom then, a November day, cold, bitter cold, the
coldest day I remember. It was the anniversary of my poor wife's death.
She was my first wife, Rebecca. She made me a good wife, I tell you--we
were very happy. (He took out a white silk pocket handkerchief, opened
it with something of a flourish, and blew his nose long and loudly. Then
he continued.)
I buried her at the cemetery in K--Road. You know it? What? No? You must
know it, the big cemetery near the hospital. You know the hospital at
any rate? Well, you turn down by it coming from the station, take the
first turning to the right and the second to the left, and there you
are. It's a big cemetery, very big, almost as big as Golders Green, and
they keep the gardens very nicely. Well, my poor wife lies there--my
first wife, I've married again, you see, and she's living and well,
thank God--and I went on the first anniversary to visit the grave and
put flowers on it.
There you are now, there's another curious thing. I often wonder why we
do it. It's not as if it did anyone any _good._ I don't believe in
immortality, nor do you, nor do any of us. But I go and put flowers on
her grave though it won't do her any good, poor soul. It's sentiment, I
suppose. No one can say we Jews haven't got that, and family affection.
They're among our very strongest characteristics.
Yes, they don't like us. (He looked round at the quiet tea-drinkers.)
We're too clever perhaps, too sharp, too go-ahead. _Nous_, that's what
we've got, _Nous_, and they don't like it, eh? But they can't deny us
our other virtues--sentiment and family affection. Now look at the
Titanic disaster: who was it refused to get into the boats, unless her
husband went too? Who met death hand in hand with him? Eh? A Jewess!
There you are! Her children rise up and call her blessed: her husband
also and he praiseth her!
I put that verse from Proverbs on my poor wife's tombstone. I remember
standing in front of it, and reading it over and over again that day,
the day I'm talking about. My dear Sir, I felt utterly wretched,
standing there in that cold wet cemetery, with all those white
tombstones round me and a damp yellow November fog. I put some beautiful
white flowers on her grave.
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