Lucy still paused a moment as they swung on with the scent of their
cigars sending a little warmth into the damp air. She thought Mr.
Bertram swayed a little before he joined the other, as if he would have
liked to stay. Undeniably he was more genial than Raaf, more ready to
yield to what she wanted. And usually she was alone in her walks, just a
small woman about the road by herself, so that the feeling of leading
two men about with her was pleasant. She regretted they did not come in
to show Mrs. Nugent how she had been accompanied. She went slowly up the
grassy bank alone, thinking of this. She had wanted so much to show Raaf
to Mrs. Nugent, not, she fancied, that it was at all likely they would
take to each other. Nelly Nugent was so quick, she would see through
him in a moment. She would perceive that there was not, perhaps, a great
deal in him. He was not a reader, nor an artist, nor any of the things
Nelly cared for--only a rough fellow, a sportsman, and rather
commonplace in his mind. He was only Raaf, say what you would. Oh! he
was not the one to talk like that of poor Charlie. If Charlie was only
Charlie, Raaf was nothing but Raaf--only a man who belonged to you, not
one to admire independent of that. But whatever Raaf might do it would
never have made any difference, certainly not to his mother, she did not
suppose to any one, any more than it mattered to the poor old doctor
what Charlie did, seeing he was his father’s Charlie; and that nothing
could change. She went along very slowly, thinking this to herself--not
a very profound thought, but yet it filled her mind. The windows were
already shining with firelight and lamplight, looking very bright. The
drawing-room was not at all a large room. It was under the shade of a
veranda and opened to the ground, which made it a better room for summer
than for winter. Lucy woke up from her thoughts and wondered whether in
the winter that was coming Mrs. Nugent would find it cold.
The two men went on round the common in the soft, damp evening air.
“That’s one of the things one meets with, when one is long away,” said
Raaf, with a voice half confused in his beard and his cigar. “The old
doctor was a landmark; fine old fellow, and knew a lot; never knew one
like him for all the wild creatures--observing their ways, don’t you
know. He’d bring home as much from a walk as you or I would from a
voyage--more, I daresay. I buy a few hideous things, and poor little
Lucy shudders at them” (he was not so slow to notice as they supposed),
“but I haven’t got the head for much, while he--And all spoiled because
of a fool of a boy not worth a thought.”
“But his own, I suppose,” said the other.
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