England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction
"My dear fellow," said Everitt, "don't disturb yourself. I don't know
that I am of much good to you, but I'm very sure I'm of less to myself.
If it wasn't for you, I suspect I should drop it all for a month or
two."
"Oh, you've been overworking yourself; that will pass," said Jack,
sagely.
Everitt walked over to his own canvas and stood regarding it with his
hands thrust into his pockets. It was a forge, where two horsemen,
escaping from pursuit, had pulled up to get a thrown shoe replaced; one
had dismounted; the other, turned sideways on his horse, was anxiously
looking back along the road by which they had ridden; a girl pressed
forward to see the riders.
"There's my morning's work," said Everitt, pointing to her figure; "and
it's wood--no life, no go in it."
"Well, you know I don't think much of that model."
"The model's good enough," said the other man impatiently. "She never
stood better. The fault lies somewhere else. I wish it didn't."
Jack glanced at him with an honest expression of dismay.
"Oh, I say, Everitt," he exclaimed, "it's absurd to talk like that.
Everybody's got their slack times. To-morrow you'll paint better than
ever you did in your life. You've run down--that's all."
"I've half a mind to go away," Everitt said.
"Well," Jack replied, heroically, "perhaps that would set you up. Where
shall we go?"
"We?"
"You didn't suppose you were going to get rid of me?"
"If I go, I go by myself," Everitt answered, with decision. "You've got
into the swing of work at last; stick to it, my boy, and you'll do
something good. As to where I shall go, I'm not in the mood for any
place in particular. Toss up, if you choose, and settle for me."
Jack made a further endeavour to persuade him to let him be his
companion, but the elder man was quite resolute in his determination to
be alone. He did not care where he went, and no place offered any
particular attraction; he had only a restless desire to shake off an
influence which seemed to be in some strange way paralysing his work.
The fact that it was so paralysing it no doubt alarmed him; he had not
been prepared for such a result, and all his instincts revolted against
it. He argued that an infatuation springing from so slight a foundation
should be under reasonable control. He would not have parted from it
for worlds, but was it to be suffered to wreck his life? He tried
another day with his model; at the end of it he painted out her figure
and turned his canvas with its face to the wall. When Jack came in, he
found Hill at work under Everitt's directions.
"I'm off," the latter said, briefly.
"Where?"
"To the other side of the channel. Perhaps by that time my ideas will
have taken shape. At present they only consist of hazy notions of the
coast of Brittany--unoriginal, but that's what I suffer from being just
at present."
When Mrs Marchmont heard of this move, she was greatly disconcerted.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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