Unawares: A Story of an Old French TownPeard, Frances Mary
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Unawares: A Story of an Old French Town
Peard, Frances Mary
France -- Fiction
There was a moment's silence. Then he began to speak again, patting a
great force upon himself as he did so. "Forgive me. I know you cannot
understand--cannot feel as I do. I do not ask for it. I only ask you
to let me give you the home you want. You say you belong to no one. It
is at least something to have a home," he said in abrupt sentences, with
his voice unconsciously tremulous.
Still silence, yet her heart beat so quickly that she fancied its great
throbs filled the room. What was this that had come to her? What
sudden awakening had changed their positions? And what was it that was
offered?--a home--rest--deliverance from bondage, it seemed. She had no
love to give; but if he did not demand it? He was not hard, she knew
that now, and did him justice. Would it not be easy to put her hand
into his, and go away where at least she would find kind shelter? One
must be in a position like hers before judging poor, desolate Therese
for the strength of the temptation. Fabien, who had been gone so long--
Fabien, who had renounced her with the rest--Fabien and weary waiting--
unkind words, hard toil, solitude, dreariness, on the one side; on the
other, love, tenderness, protection. She hesitated, her heart cried out
for these good things, she half put out her hand, and glanced at him
with shy, frightened eyes. His own grew more hopeful, more eager, as he
noticed the little action.
"Will you trust me? Will you come?" he said in a deep, tender voice.
He fancied he could read her maidenly reluctance, her fears; he knew
nothing of that other who formed the real barrier between them; he did
not even understand what motives half impelled her towards him. He had
her hands in his again before she quite knew what he was about. It all
seemed to her like a dream. "Can you give me a little love?" he said,
smiling. The word awoke her.
"No, no," she cried, wrenching her hands away suddenly. "Oh, what are
you saying! Never, never!"
He drew back, terribly hurt. His love deserved a better answer than
this, and he knew it. He had spoken from the depth of his heart, and
thus he had a right to expect a less indignant rejection. But the next
moment pity overcame his anger. She had flung herself into a chair and
buried her face on the table, in an attitude so despairing that he
forgot himself. He walked quickly to the window and back, then Therese
heard his voice, changed, but with a tone in it which thrilled through
her.
"At least let me be your friend. Tell me how I have troubled you."
She was hardly conscious of speaking. Perhaps some quickened perception
awoke in him in the pain of that moment, and her lips must have framed
the name, for he repeated the word "Fabien," under his breath; and then
there came a silence, which seemed to her endless.
She looked up at last. He had dropped into a chair opposite to her; his
face was very pale and stern. He breathed quickly. Almost
involuntarily she said, "Do not be angry with me!"
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