Unawares: A Story of an Old French TownPeard, Frances Mary
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Unawares: A Story of an Old French Town
Peard, Frances Mary
France -- Fiction
"Why did I not know this before?" he asked abruptly.
"I thought you might have understood--I could not explain--the others
knew," she said, in a broken voice.
"Then your marriage is arranged?"
"Nothing is arranged," she cried out quickly. "My uncle would not hear
of it. He wanted Fabien to marry a lady who was noble, and had a large
_dot_, and--there were other reasons--but this was one cause why they
quarrelled. And it was after he had gone that he wrote those cruel
words," she said, her voice faltering.
Max rose up again, and came close to her. "My poor child," he said,
"how you must have suffered!" Then, as she was going to speak, he
stopped her. "Listen. I do not pretend to tell you that this has not
been a heavy shock. If I had but known--but I did not know, I have been
ignorant, blundering, blind. You are the first woman I ever loved,
and--but I do not blame you. Therese, remember that always, there is no
one to blame but myself. We will forget all this, and have no more such
mistakes, only I must always be your friend. I claim it as a right."
There was a world of simple manliness, of tenderness, in his voice.
Therese, who had expected reproaches and bitter words, was deeply moved
by it. How had she misjudged this man! She had been prejudiced, blind,
to the true nobility, which lay hid behind a somewhat blunt exterior;
until this moment she had recognised nothing of it. She thought how
strong he was, how able to protect, to teach her; her poor little weary
heart longed for such a helper, even in the midst of its clinging to
Fabien. Fabien himself seemed to lose something when she compared the
two. For very weariness the conflict might perhaps have ended in Max
Deshoulieres' favour, if he had chosen that it should do so.
"It is such a long waiting, and those were such hard words," she said,
falteringly.
"Foolish words," he said, with a little sad smile. "People cannot
renounce so readily, even if they wish it. If you love him, do not
doubt him, my child. There are plenty of reasons which may have caused
his silence; he has been impetuous and foolish, no doubt, but with such
an uncle there are excuses for a young man. Before long we shall hear
of him, believe me."
He tried to speak cheerfully. Every word cost him a stab; but for her
sake the brave chivalrous heart took this added burden upon itself.
Perhaps he guessed something of what she was feeling, and pitied the
weakness and inexperience which found it hard to endure. With a pang he
put on one side the bright visions which he had been cherishing; all
that he could do now was to be her friend and helper, and that he would
do faithfully. He saw her brighten under his words; she looked up
gladly.
"Fabien will not long stay away, when he knows I am alone," she said,
with a renewal of hope. "You are sure no more can be done?"
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