Unawares: A Story of an Old French TownPeard, Frances Mary
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Unawares: A Story of an Old French Town
Peard, Frances Mary
France -- Fiction
The spring this year was unusually early at Charville--unusually early
and unusually mild. When the young green leaves began to show
themselves it seemed impossible not to believe but that Fabien would
come with them. While people are young--and, thank Heaven, with a good
many youth is not to be measured by years--the spring has a brightness
which is irresistible. M. Deshoulieres, too, with more uneasiness than
he liked to confess, felt that tidings should have come by this time.
He and Therese did not meet very often that winter. Whenever it
happened she knew that he was on the watch to prevent her from feeling
uneasy or pained by his presence, with a simple straightforward kindness
which touched her unutterably. He saw that she was more content, and
rejoiced at it. Once or twice he questioned Nannon about her, but the
prejudiced old woman would not give him much information. If M.
Deshoulieres set himself against M. Fabien's return, she thought, what
would become of them? Any thing, even Madame Roulleau's conduct, was
preferable to such a misfortune. All this while he had another anxiety
in his mind. His own sweet dreams of happiness were at an end, the
balcony must remain unfilled, no loving eyes watch through the darkness
for his return. Utterly and for ever he had put these visions aside.
Therese loved another. He looked it in the face, and accepted his fate
bravely. He understood that she was young, solitary, weak perhaps, from
these circumstances. He had read her heart so well as to know,
moreover, that were he to press his own suit, she, out of this youth and
solitariness and weakness, might in time give herself to him. I do not
say that he scorned the temptation, but that, with a man of Max
Deshoulieres' nature, it could not so much as exist for one moment in
his heart. To him such an advantage would have been an impossibility.
To love her was to be bound in all noble fashion to guard her and to
help her. Guard her and help her he would; yes, help her, although his
own heart lay in the path over which she desired to walk. All this Max,
who was little given to self-pity, recognised and accepted; what
troubled him with anxious thoughts was the doubt whether Fabien was
worthy. It seemed to him as if there was something selfish and petty
about the manner in which he had broken away from the difficulties
surrounding him; something heartless in his allowing so long a period to
pass without communication. Those boyish letters tied up and labelled
with a trembling hand were proof of the old man's love. Was Fabien more
unforgiving than his uncle? Had he ceased to remember his little
playmate? Or--was he dead?
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