For, consider, on Mr. Spalding’s theory, there isn’t any reality except
the Absolute. Things are only real because they exist in It; because It
is Them. Mr. Spalding conceived that his consciousness and Elizabeth’s
consciousness and Paul Jeffreson’s consciousness existed somehow in the
Absolute unchanged. For, if that inside existence changed them you would
have to say that the ground of their present appearance lay somewhere
outside the Absolute, which to Mr. Spalding was rank blasphemy. And if
Elizabeth and Paul Jeffreson existed in the Absolute unchanged, then
their adultery existed there unchanged. And an adultery within the
Absolute outraged his moral sense as much as anything he had been told
about God in his youth. The odd thing was that until Elizabeth had run
away and committed it he had never thought of that. The metaphysics of
Pantheism had interested him much more than its ethics. And now he could
think of nothing else.
And it wasn’t only Elizabeth and her iniquity; there were all the
intolerable people he had ever known. There was his Uncle Sims, a mean
sneak if ever there was one; and his Aunt Emily, a silly fool; and his
cousin, Tom Rumbold, an obscene idiot. And his uncle’s mean
sneak-ishness, and his aunt’s silly folly, and his cousin’s obscene
idiocy would have to exist in the Absolute, too; and unchanged, mind
you.
And the things you see and hear—A blue sky, now, would it be blue in the
Sight of God, or just something inconceivable? And noises, music? For
example, I am listening to Grand Opera, and you to the jazz band in your
restaurant; but the God of Pantheism is listening to both, to all the
noises in the universe at once. As if He had sat down on the piano. This
idea shocked Mr. Spalding even more than the thought of Elizabeth’s
misconduct.
Time went on. Paul Jeffreson drank himself to death. Elizabeth, worn out
with grief, died of pneumonia following influenza; and Mr. Spalding
still went about worrying over his inadjustable metaphysics.
And at last he, too, found himself dying.
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