“Our private consciousnesses registered their own times automatically
then as now, by the passage of internal events. If events passed
quickly, our private time outran clock time; if they dragged, it was
behindhand.
“Thus in dream experience there are many more events to the second than
in waking experience; and consciousness registers by the tick-tick of
events, so that in a dream we may live through crowded hours and days in
the fraction of time that coincides with the knock on the door that
waked us. It is absurd to say that in this case we do not live in two
different time-systems.”
“Yes, and—” Mr. Spalding cried out excitedly—
“Einstein has proved that motion in public space-time is a purely
relative and arbitrary thing, and that the velocity, or time value, of a
ray of light moving under different conditions is a constant; when on
any theory of absolute time and absolute motion it should be a variant.”
“That,” said Kant, “is no more than I should have expected.”
“You said, sir, that the only distinction between earthly and heavenly
conditions is that this artificial character of standardized space-time
is recognized in heaven and not on earth. I should have said that the
most striking differences were, firstly, that in heaven our experience
is created for us by our imagination and our will, whereas on earth it
was, in your own word, sir, ‘given.’ Secondly that in heaven our states
are not closed as they were on earth, but that anybody can enter anybody
else’s. It seems to me that these differences are so great as to surpass
anything in our experience on earth.”
“They are not so great,” said Kant, “as all that. In dreaming you
already had an experience of a world created by each person for himself
in a space and time of his own; a world in which you transcended the
conditions of ordinary space and time. In telepathy and clairvoyance you
had experience of entering other people’s states.”
“But,” Mr. Spalding said, “on earth my consciousness was dependent on a
world apparently outside it, arising presumably in God’s consciousness,
my body being the ostensible medium. Here, on the contrary, I have my
world inside me, created by my consciousness, and my body is not so much
a medium as an accessory after the fact.”
“And what inference do you draw, Mr. Spalding?”
“Why, that on earth I was nearer God, more dependent on him than in
heaven. I seem to have become my own God.”
“Doesn’t it strike you that in becoming more god-like you are actually
nearer God? That in this power of your imagination to conceive, this
freedom of your will to create your universe, God is cutting a clearer
path for himself than through that constrained and obstructed
consciousness you had on earth?”
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