[Illustration]
“And I shall be seventeen in September.”
“And this is June. We’re quite old, really. How long does he mean us to
wait?”
“Three years.”
“Three years before we can be engaged even— Why, we might be dead.”
She put her arms round him to make him feel safe. They kissed; and the
sweet, hot, wine-scent of the elder flowers mixed with their kisses.
They stood, pressed close together, under the elder tree.
Across the yellow fields of charlock they heard the village clock strike
seven. Up in the house a gong clanged.
“Darling, I must go,” she said.
“Oh stay—Stay _five_ minutes.”
He pressed her close. It lasted five minutes, and five more. Then he was
running fast down the road to the station, while Harriott went along the
field-path, slowly, struggling with her tears.
“He’ll be back in three months,” she said. “I can live through three
months.”
But he never came back. There was something wrong with the engines of
his ship, the _Alexandra_. Three weeks later she went down in the
Mediterranean, and George with her.
Harriott said she didn’t care how soon she died now. She was quite sure
it would be soon, because she couldn’t live without him.
Five years passed.
[Illustration]
The two lines of beech trees stretched on and on, the whole length of
the Park, a broad green drive between. When you came to the middle they
branched off right and left in the form of a cross, and at the end of
the right arm there was a white stucco pavilion with pillars and a
three-cornered pediment like a Greek temple. At the end of the left arm,
the west entrance to the Park, double gates and a side door.
Harriott, on her stone seat at the back of the pavilion, could see
Stephen Philpotts the very minute he came through the side door.
He had asked her to wait for him there. It was the place he always chose
to read his poems aloud in. The poems were a pretext. She knew what he
was going to say. And she knew what she would answer.
There were elder bushes in flower at the back of the pavilion, and
Harriott thought of George Waring. She told herself that George was
nearer to her now than he could ever have been, living. If she married
Stephen she would not be unfaithful, because she loved him with another
part of herself. It was not as though Stephen were taking George’s
place. She loved Stephen with her soul, in an unearthly way.
But her body quivered like a stretched wire when the door opened and the
young man came towards her down the drive under the beech trees.
She loved him; she loved his slenderness, his darkness and sallow
whiteness, his black eyes lighting up with the intellectual flame, the
way his black hair swept back from his forehead, the way he walked,
tiptoe, as if his feet were lifted with wings.
He sat down beside her. She could see his hands tremble. She felt that
her moment was coming; it had come.
“I wanted to see you alone because there’s something I must say to you.
I don’t quite know how to begin....”
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