Milly went to the windows and drew the blinds up. The light revealed him
in his exquisite perfection, his small fragile finish. He was fifty or
thereabouts, but slight as a boy, and nervous, and dark as Englishmen
are dark; jaw and chin shaven; his mouth hidden by the straight droop of
his moustache. From the eyes downwards the outlines of his face and
features were of an extreme regularity and a fineness undestroyed by the
work of the strained nerves on the sallow, delicate texture. But his
eyes, dark like an animal’s, were the eyes of a terrified thing, a thing
hunted and on the watch, a thing that listened continually for the soft
feet of the hunter. Above these eyes his brows were twisted, were
tortured with his terror.
He turned to his wife.
“Did you lock the door, dear?” he said.
“I did. But you know, Harding, we needn’t—here.”
He shivered slightly and began to walk up and down before the
hearthplace. When he had his back to Milly, Milly followed him with her
eyes of anguish; when he turned and faced her, she met him with her
white smile.
Presently he spoke again. He wondered whether they would object to his
drawing the blinds down. He was afraid he would have to. Otherwise, he
said, _he would be seen_.
Milly laid her hand on the arm that he stretched towards the window.
“Darling,” she said, “you’ve forgotten. You can’t possibly be seen—here.
It’s just the one place—isn’t it, Agatha?—where you can’t be.” Her eyes
signalled to Agatha to support her. (Not but what she had perfect
confidence in the plan.)
It was, Agatha assented. “And Agatha knows,” said Milly.
He shivered again. He had turned to Agatha.
“Forgive me if I suggest that you cannot really know. Heaven forbid that
you _should_ know.”
Milly, intent on her “plan,” persisted.
“But, dearest, you said yourself it was. The one place.”
“I said that? When did I say it?”
“Yesterday.”
“Yesterday? I daresay. But I didn’t sleep last night. It wouldn’t let
me.”
“Very few people do sleep,” said Agatha, “for the first time in a
strange place.”
“The place isn’t strange. That’s what I complain of. That’s what keeps
me awake. No place ever will be strange when It’s there. And it was
there last night.”
[Illustration: “No place ever will be strange when It’s there.”]
“Darling—” Milly murmured.
“You know what I mean,” he said. “The Thing that keeps me awake. Of
course if I’d slept last night I’d have known it wasn’t there. But when
I didn’t sleep—”
He left it to them to draw the only possible conclusion.
They dropped the subject. They turned to other things and talked a
little while, sitting with him in his room with the drawn blinds. From
time to time when they appealed to him he gave an urbane assent, a
murmur, a suave motion of his hand. When the light went they lit a lamp.
Agatha stayed and dined with them, that being the best thing she could
do.
At nine o’clock she rose and said good-night to Harding Powell. He
smiled a drawn smile.
“Ah—if I could sleep—,” he said.
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