Old Wyat was prowling outside, with a cloth in her hand, pretending to dust
the carved door-case. She frowned a stare of enquiry over her shrunken arm
on me, as I passed. Milly, who had been on the watch, ran and met me. We
heard my uncle's voice, as I shut the door, calling Dudley. He had been
waiting, probably, in the adjoining room. I hurried into my chamber, with
Milly at my side, and there my agitation found relief in tears, as that of
girlhood naturally does.
A little while after we saw from the window Dudley, looking, I thought,
very pale, get into a vehicle, on the top of which his luggage lay, and
drive away from Bartram.
I began to take comfort. His departure was an inexpressible relief. His
final departure! a distant journey!
We had tea in Milly's room that night. Firelight and candles are inspiring.
In that red glow I always felt and feel more safe, as well as more
comfortable, than in the daylight--quite irrationally, for we know the
night is the appointed day of such as love the darkness better than light,
and evil walks thereby. But so it is. Perhaps the very consciousness of
external danger enhances the enjoyment of the well-lighted interior, just
as the storm does that roars and hurtles over the roof.
While Milly and I were talking, very cosily, a knock came to the room-door,
and, without waiting for an invitation to enter, old Wyat came in, and
glowering at us, with her brown claw upon the door-handle, she said to
Milly--
'Ye must leave your funnin', Miss Milly, and take your turn in your
father's room.'
'Is he ill?' I asked.
She answered, addressing not me, but Milly--
'A wrought two hours in a fit arter Master Dudley went. 'Twill be the death
o' him, I'm thinkin', poor old fellah. I wor sorry myself when I saw Master
Dudley a going off in the moist to-day, poor fellah. There's trouble enough
in the family without a' that; but 'twon't be a family long, I'm thinkin'.
Nout but trouble, nout but trouble, since late changes came.'
Judging by the sour glance she threw on me as she said this, I concluded
that I represented those 'late changes' to which all the sorrows of the
house were referred.
I felt unhappy under the ill-will even of this odious old woman, being one
of those unhappily constructed mortals who cannot be indifferent when
they reasonably ought, and always yearn after kindness, even that of the
worthless.
'I must go. I wish you'd come wi' me, Maud, I'm so afraid all alone,' said
Milly, imploringly.
'Certainly, Milly,' I answered, not liking it, you may be sure; 'you shan't
sit there alone.'
So together we went, old Wyat cautioning us for our lives to make no noise.
We passed through the old man's sitting-room, where that day had occurred
his brief but momentous interview with me, and his parting with his only
son, and entered the bed-room at the farther end.
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