A low fire burned in the grate. The room was in a sort of twilight. A
dim lamp near the foot of the bed at the farther side was the only light
burning there. Old Wyat whispered an injunction not to speak above our
breaths, nor to leave the fireside unless the sick man called or showed
signs of weariness. These were the directions of the doctor, who had been
there.
So Milly and I sat ourselves down near the hearth, and old Wyat left us to
our resources. We could hear the patient breathe; but he was quite still.
In whispers we talked; but our conversation flagged. I was, after my wont,
upbraiding myself for the suffering I had inflicted. After about half an
hour's desultory whispering, and intervals, growing longer and longer, of
silence, it was plain that Milly was falling asleep.
She strove against it, and I tried hard to keep her talking; but it would
not do--sleep overcame her; and I was the only person in that ghastly room
in a state of perfect consciousness.
There were associations connected with my last vigil there to make my
situation very nervous and disagreeable. Had I not had so much to occupy my
mind of a distinctly practical kind--Dudley's audacious suit, my uncle's
questionable toleration of it, and my own conduct throughout that most
disagreeable period of my existence,--I should have felt my present
situation a great deal more.
As it was, I thought of my real troubles, and something of Cousin Knollys,
and, I confess, a good deal of Lord Ilbury. When looking towards the door,
I thought I saw a human face, about the most terrible my fancy could have
called up, looking fixedly into the room. It was only a 'three-quarter,'
and not the whole figure--the door hid that in a great measure, and I
fancied I saw, too, a portion of the fingers. The face gazed toward the
bed, and in the imperfect light looked like a livid mask, with chalky eyes.
I had so often been startled by similar apparitions formed by accidental
lights and shadows disguising homely objects, that I stooped forward,
expecting, though tremulously, to see this tremendous one in like manner
dissolve itself into its harmless elements; and now, to my unspeakable
terror, I became perfectly certain that I saw the countenance of Madame de
la Rougierre.
With a cry, I started back, and shook Milly furiously from her trance.
'Look! look!' I cried. But the apparition or illusion was gone.
I clung so fast to Milly's arm, cowering behind her, that she could not
rise.
'Milly! Milly! Milly! Milly!' I went on crying, like one struck with
idiotcy, and unable to say anything else.
In a panic, Milly, who had seen nothing, and could conjecture nothing of
the cause of my terror, jumped up, and clinging to one another, we huddled
together into the corner of the room, I still crying wildly, 'Milly! Milly!
_Milly_!' and nothing else.
'What is it--where is it--what do you see?' cried Milly, clinging to me as
I did to her.
'It will come again; it will come; oh, heaven!'
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