I remember so well the kind of shock and disgust I felt in the certainty
that I had surprised them at some, perhaps, debasing incantation--a
suspicion of this Mr. Bryerly, of the ill-fitting black coat, and white
choker--and a sort of fear came upon me, and I fancied he was asserting
some kind of mastery over my father, which very much alarmed me.
I fancied all sorts of dangers in the enigmatical smile of the lank
high-priest. The image of my father, as I had seen him, it might be,
confessing to this man in black, who was I knew not what, haunted me with
the disagreeable uncertainties of a mind very uninstructed as to the limits
of the marvellous.
I mentioned it to no one. But I was immensely relieved when the sinister
visitor took his departure the morning after, and it was upon this
occurrence that my mind was now employed.
Some one said that Dr. Johnson resembled a ghost, who must be spoken to
before it will speak. But my father, in whatever else he may have resembled
a ghost, did not in that particular; for no one but I in his household--and
I very seldom--dared to address him until first addressed by him. I had no
notion how singular this was until I began to go out a little among friends
and relations, and found no such rule in force anywhere else.
As I leaned back in my chair thinking, this phantasm of my father came, and
turned, and vanished with a solemn regularity. It was a peculiar figure,
strongly made, thick-set, with a face large, and very stern; he wore a
loose, black velvet coat and waistcoat. It was, however, the figure of an
elderly rather than an old man--though he was then past seventy--but firm,
and with no sign of feebleness.
I remember the start with which, not suspecting that he was close by me, I
lifted my eyes, and saw that large, rugged countenance looking fixedly on
me, from less than a yard away.
After I saw him, he continued to regard me for a second or two; and then,
taking one of the heavy candlesticks in his gnarled hand, he beckoned me to
follow him; which, in silence and wondering, I accordingly did.
He led me across the hall, where there were lights burning, and into a
lobby by the foot of the back stairs, and so into his library.
It is a long, narrow room, with two tall, slim windows at the far end, now
draped in dark curtains. Dusky it was with but one candle; and he paused
near the door, at the left-hand side of which stood, in those days, an
old-fashioned press or cabinet of carved oak. In front of this he stopped.
He had odd, absent ways, and talked more to himself, I believe, than to all
the rest of the world put together.
'She won't understand,' he whispered, looking at me enquiringly. 'No, she
won't. _Will_ she?'
Then there was a pause, during which he brought forth from his breast
pocket a small bunch of some half-dozen keys, on one of which he looked
frowningly, every now and then balancing it a little before his eyes,
between his finger and thumb, as he deliberated.
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