She seated herself on a stone beside the well; and Brian also sat down,
but rather below her, so that he seemed to be sitting at her feet, and
could look up into her face when he spoke. He kept silence at first, but
said at last, with gentle deference of tone:--
"Miss Murray, there was something that you said you would tell me when
you had the opportunity."
She paused before she answered.
"Not just now," he understood her to say at last, but her words were low
and indistinct.
"Then--may I tell you something?"
She spoke more clearly in reply.
"I think not."
"Forgive me for saying so, but you must hear it some time. Why not now?"
She did not speak. Her colour varied a little, and her brows contracted
with a slight look of pain.
"I do not know how to be silent any longer," he said, raising his eyes
to her face, with a grave and manly resolve in their brown depths. "I
have thought a great deal about it--about you; and it seems to me that
there is no real reason why I should not speak. You are of age; you can
do as you please; and I could work for both--because--Elizabeth--I love
you."
It was brokenly, awkwardly said, after all; but more completely uttered,
perhaps, than if he had told his tale at greater length, for then he
would have been stopped before he reached the end. As it was,
Elizabeth's look of terror and dismay brought him to a sudden pause.
"Oh, no!" she said, "no; you don't mean that. Take back what you have
said, Mr. Stretton."
"I cannot take it back," he said, quickly, "and I would not if I could;
because you love me, too."
The conviction of his words made her turn pale. She darted a distressed
look at him, half-rose from her seat, and then sat down again. Twice she
tried to speak and failed, for her tongue clove to the roof of her
mouth. But at last she found her voice.
"You do not know," she said, hurriedly and hoarsely, "that I am engaged
to my cousin Percival."
He rose to his feet, and withdrew two or three paces, looking down on
her in silent consternation. She did not lift her eyes, but she felt
that his gaze was upon her. It seemed to pierce to the very marrow of
her bones, to the bottom of her heart.
"Is this true?" he said at last, in a voice as changed as her own had
been--hoarse and broken almost beyond recognition. "And you never told
me?"
"Why should I have told you? Only my uncle knows. It was a secret," she
answered, in a clearer and colder tone. "I am sorry you did not know."
"So am I. God knows that I am sorry," said the young man, turning away
to hide the look of bitter despair and disappointment, which he could
not help but feel was too visibly imprinted on his face. "For if I had
known, I might never have dared to love you. If I had known, I should
never have dreamt of you as my wife."
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