"And your pay. And you could not make that sufficient?"
Hugo's face flushed, he did not answer. He sat still, looking sullenly
at the ground. Brian waited for a little while, and then went on.
"I don't want to preach, old fellow, but you know I can't help thinking
that, by a little decent care and forethought, you ought to have made
that do. Still, it's no good my saying so, is it? What is done cannot be
undone--would God it could!"
He stopped short again: his voice had grown hoarse. Hugo, with the dusky
red still tingeing his delicate, dark face, hung his head and made no
reply.
"One can but try to do better for the future," said Brian, somewhat
unsteadily, after that moment's pause. "Hugo, dear boy, will you promise
that, at least?"
He put his hand on his cousin's shoulder. Hugo tried to shrink away,
then, finding this impossible, averted his face and partly hid it with
his hands.
"It's no good making vague promises," he said by-and-bye. "What do you
mean? If you want me to promise to live on my pay or anything of that
sort----"
"Nothing of that sort," Brian interrupted him. "Only, that you will act
honourably and straightforwardly--that you will not touch what is not
your own----"
Hugo shook off the kindly hand and started up with something like an
oath upon his lips. "Why are you always talking about that affair! I
thought it was past and done with," he said, turning his back upon his
cousin, and switching the grass savagely with his cane.
"Always talking about it! Be reasonable, Hugo."
"It was only because I was at my wits' end for money," said the lad,
irritably. "And that came in my way, and--I had never taken any
before----"
"And never will again," said Brian. "That's what I want to hear you
say."
But Hugo would say nothing. He stood, the impersonation of silent
obstinacy, digging the end of his stick into the earth, or striking at
the blue bells and the brambles within reach, resolved to utter no word
which Brian could twist into any sort of promise for the future. He knew
that his silence might injure his prospects, by lowering him in Brian's
estimation--Brian being now the arbiter of his fate--but for all that he
could not bring himself to make submission or to profess penitence.
Something made the words stick in his throat; no power on earth would at
that moment have forced him to speak.
"Well," said Brian at last, in a tone which showed deep disappointment,
"I am sorry that you won't go so far, Hugo. I hope you will do well,
however, without professions. Still, I should have been better satisfied
to have your word for it--before I left Netherglen."
"Where are you going?" said Hugo, suddenly facing him.
"I don't quite know."
"To London?"
"No, Abroad."
"Abroad?" repeated Hugo, with a wondering accent. "Why should you go
abroad?"
"That's my own business."
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