Under One Sceptre, or Mortimer's Mission: The Story of the Lord of the MarchesHolt, Emily Sarah
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Under One Sceptre, or Mortimer's Mission: The Story of the Lord of the Marches
Holt, Emily Sarah
Historical fiction; Mortimer, Roger de, Earl of March, 1328-1360 -- Fiction
The Earl kissed his little girl and set her down; laid his hand on his
boy’s head and blessed him. As he turned away, he said to a gentleman
usher who was in waiting,—"Has Dan Robesart returned home?"
"Not yet, my Lord."
"No matter. Send Madison to me." And the Earl went on to the room he
had first occupied. There he sat down by the window, and for a moment
yielded to his own sorrowful thoughts.
He was not usually a man to brood over his sorrows, nor to nurse
grievances. His feelings were more of the sharp and short order, and
his disposition was not only cheerful, but playful. But when he had
just received a fresh sting, the wound would smart and rankle for a
moment. Otherwise, youth and natural good spirits commonly helped him
to bear his daily cross. Just now it pressed hard. Those lovely blue
eyes—as lovely as they were unloving—had so plainly told him that their
owner would be glad to get rid of him, even for a few days. That bright
illusion of past days, when he had fancied differently, was over long
ago. He had woke early from his sweet dream. He knew that his idol was
not merely dethroned—it was broken. The Alianora whom he had so
passionately loved was a creature of his own imagination: and the real
being, to whom he was tied for life, was neither loveable nor loving.
There was no jealousy mixed with these feelings of disappointed
loneliness. It was not that he had any apprehension of her loving some
one else better than himself. He said to himself bitterly that she had
not heart enough for that. What she enjoyed in those ceaseless
flirtations in which she spent her life was just their very emptiness
and frivolity. For anything like genuine attachment—anything which
involved strength and colour and warmth and reality—her nature was too
light.
Oh, when will women learn that a flirt is a woman who has deliberately
flung aside the very flower and glory of her womanhood?—who is preparing
for herself a middle age of misery, and an old age of contempt and
loneliness: to add to them, unless God’s mercy interpose to save her, an
eternity of remorse. No type of woman is so utterly despicable as this.
"Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that
shall he also reap."
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