Sea stories, American; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Short stories, American
"Some months later, she went in a yacht for a cruise among the South Sea
Islands. The cruise was a long one; it ended, for her, in a quarrel at
Honolulu, as a result of which she changed her second man for a third,
and took up her abode in that glorious island of the Pacific where
everything but happiness is supposed to wither and die in the magic sun.
In the course of time Bert heard the details, folded his tent and
followed her. But almost as soon as he landed in Honolulu she was off
on another tack; for by now she had settled into the stride of her
career.
"So it went on, year after year, from Honolulu to Shanghai, from
Shanghai to Hong Kong, and down the coast to Singapore; a term in
Calcutta, another term in Batavia; a year on the West Coast, Lima,
Iquiqui, Valparaiso, she never resting, and he following in due time.
It’s hard to imagine what her life must have been during this
pilgrimage; for now we know that she loved him, too, and that her heart
likewise burned in the fires of hell. Pride, pride, what anguish will
be borne in thy name! She had of course grown into a strong,
clear-headed woman; only strength could have carried her so far. But he
must have managed things very badly. I haven’t a doubt that the thought
of him constantly at her heels, the sight of him now and then in her
wake, making hard weather of it, spurred her to the course that she had
chosen. No woman respects a man who can’t solve his own destiny.
"How they finally came to Australia, I don’t clearly remember. They
must have been there some time; he spoke of Sydney, of Newcastle, of
Brisbane, and of Melbourne, where he saw her for the last time. ’I met
her face to face one day’ said he ’She looked a little tarnished—as if
things had been going downhill with her. I suppose I told her so; I
wasn’t in the mood to dodge facts that day. She was angry at my
comment—I don’t blame her. But I tried to make up for it the next
moment—show her what I really meant, how glad I would be—that is, that
it rested with her to change everything. I asked her if I mightn’t come
to see her; she answered that it wasn’t difficult to gain access to her
apartment. All the while she was looking me over with a sort of amused
scorn. Then she said something that was quite unnecessary. She said I
didn’t look as if I had the price.... That woke me up. I realized
suddenly, fully, decisively, how impossible it was to keep on.
Impossible!...’ By chance, I’d been talking about Anjer with Captain
Roach that very morning. He was sailing the next day, bound up this
way, and I came along with him. Reardon leased me the bungalow; I went
with Roach to Batavia, for he knew that the consulate had been
abandoned. So here I am. I’ve got a little money, enough to live on.
And God’s being good to me—I’ve found a measure of peace. Now you have
come along—I think I’ll be all right....’
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