Sea stories, American; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Short stories, American
"’It is because you do not love!’ said she quite low ’Before Allah, am
I not fair? Why have I not your love? Look—we are alone. See how I
hold you, feel my heart here, behold my eyes—ah!’ Her face was close to
his. ’If love lay in your heart, you could not stand thus’ she
whispered.
"’Stop!’ he cried ’You cannot see...’
"’I cannot see, my eyes are dim with love!’
"He thrust her away suddenly, as if in fear. ’Listen’ said he in a dead
voice ’For many years I have followed a woman who would not love me.
To the ends of the earth I have followed her, until I am weary, and
heartsick, and must forget. I have left my home, I have forsaken my
friends. But now I must return. Dear heart’ said he ’if I were young
and full of hope, I would not stand here idly, I would stay with you.
But I have nothing left to offer. An old heart—broken—a brain without
fire...’
"’I will make well the heart, and fire the brain!’ she cried.
"He swayed toward her, met her in a brief embrace—then broke away. She
gave a little cry. ’You will not?’ said she ’I cannot ask again’
"’Dear, it is not to hurt you...’ he began ’Why won’t you understand?’
He covered his face with his hands ’Oh, God, why can’t I make you
understand?’
"She pointed toward the house. ’It is because your friend has come’
said she fiercely ’Never before have you been as to-night. Never
before have you refused me. He brings you memory, and now you think of
home. I should have killed him when I stood at his side!’ She fell
back a step, a savage figure, magnificently tall ’So—you have chosen’
said she ’This which I offer, you throw down. What is it that you
seek? What will you find? Is love so strong in your land, are nights
like this, is happiness so deep? In convent-school I learned otherwise’
He put out his hand; she drew away like a wild creature. ’No! It is
done’ she cried.
"A moment passed. He stood irresolute, the plaything of fate, while she
devoured him with her eyes. Then, with a swift motion, she left him
standing in the grass, and ran toward the shadow. He started to follow.
She must have turned at the border of the jungle; I couldn’t see her
clearly, but she seemed to make a violent gesture, and the moonlight
struck sharply on a bracelet that she wore"
*VI*
"Bert spent the following day with me aboard the ship; I had decided to
remain another night in Anjer. We found much to talk about, but didn’t
approach the incident outside my window that morning; although I’d felt
certain that he, not suspecting my awareness, would broach the subject.
In fact, I more than once adroitly guided the conversation in this
direction; but his mouth was closed. This gave me both alarm and
satisfaction; at least, he took the affair with the seriousness that it
deserved.
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