He said nothing. He turned away and sighed. What she would sweep away
he would guard with his life. The poetry, the romance, the depth of
historical tone, were indebted for much to the narrow high windows and
dim light. He and she were not getting on nearly as pleasantly as they
might in that grotto of whispers. How sadly different to-day was from
yesterday! She had been then so silent and unobtrusive. She had let
him talk to her in St Paul's as he loved best to talk, as he had
talked to his mother and sisters often, but never until that day to
any strange woman.
'I know it's not poetical. I am not a bit poetical, although I like to
hear a poet talk, for I think one should know all the weaknesses of
human nature. Don't you agree with me?'
'Yes,' he said; 'certainly.' 'So poetry is a weakness of human nature
to her mind,' he thought bitterly. 'Poetry, the perfume of earth, the
odour that sanctifies man; poetry, which is at the base of every noble
emotion in human nature; and this poetry a weakness of human nature! I
am sorry I came out with her to-day.'
'Mr Osborne.'
He looked down. Her face was turned up to his. His eyes met hers.
'And what place on all earth could I choose, if not that by her side?'
he asked himself helplessly. Aloud he said merely, 'Yes.'
'You are not nearly so amusing as yesterday. If you keep on this
dreary, woebegone look, I shall walk away and leave you to your
musings. Why are you so silent?'
'I have a different audience to-day, and I am not clever enough for
it.'
'I don't want you to be clever. I hate clever men. They are always too
stuck-up and smart. You're not a bit clever.'
'I really don't know what to say or do. This is not a good place to
discuss such subjects. Shall we leave, and talk the matter over as we
walk round the Abbey?'
'No, no. I want to go over this place with you. We will drop that
subject if you wish, and stay here. Tell me about the place.'
'I don't know what to say. I am afraid I shall not find anything
likely to please you.'
'I don't want you to talk with a view to pleasing me. I hate a man who
does. I want you to say things that I shall demolish.'
'What am I to speak of?'
'This place. Tell me what was your first feeling on coming in.'
'I thought I should like to have been born in the time of the Medicis,
when there were only two thoughts in days of peace--religion and the
arts.'
'Do you mean you would like to have been born under the Medicis, in
Italy?'
'Yes; in Florence or Venice. Venice by preference.'
'But the religion of Venice was not the religion you now hold.'
'No; but it was the best religion of those days; and if I had lived
and died then, I should most likely never have felt any perplexity.'
'Oh, then you have felt perplexities?'
'Yes, now and then. Not in essentials, but in small matters; and
perplexities of this kind wear one down.'
She looked at him with scornful compassion for a few seconds, and then
said,--
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