World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, French
Let us return to my strict rôle of soldier, from which I have
digressed. The digression was necessary, however, for it will make
more comprehensible the amazing situation which the war created for
me. At the time the mobilization took place I was accustomed to the
wide liberty of action, of thought, and of speech which is usually
enjoyed by the writers and artists of France. In public places as well
as in certain drawing-rooms, I met the most illustrious personages,
both French and foreign, whose presence gives to Paris much of its
unique charm. My own signature was sufficiently well known to attract
attention, and life opened before me full of attraction. Suddenly, from
the fact that a demoniacal fanatic had killed the Archduke Ferdinand
and his wife in the little, unknown town of Sarajevo, the conflagration
flamed forth. I abandoned everything which, up to this time, had
constituted the essential part of my life; everything which had seemed
worthy my attention and care, to become, on the morrow, an unknown, a
soldier of the ranks, a number almost without a name, without volition
of my own, without individual direction.
This was, it still is, a great renunciation. To really grasp its
meaning, one must experience it himself. However, by reason of the
importance assumed gradually by the World War, by reason of the
enormous number of men called to the colors of every country of the
globe, the feeling which I experienced at that time has become part of
the common lot, and before the end of the tragedy, the majority of our
contemporaries will have experienced it to a greater or less degree.
My order to report for duty directed me to go to Caen. It is a lovely
town in Normandy, rich in superb monuments, of which one, “Abbaye aux
Hommes,” is an almost unequalled marvel of twelfth-century architecture.
I arrived in the evening, after a fatiguing journey in a train packed
with mobilized men, who had already dissipated all social differences
by the familiarity of their conversation. Immediately on our arrival
we entered the barracks. As there was not nearly enough room for the
throng of recruits, my company received the order to join another in
a temporary camp, whither we hastened at full speed with the hope
of being able to sleep. This new lodging, unfortunately, contained
no conveniences whatever: it was a riding-school, where the young
people of the town learned horsemanship, and which offered us for
bedding nothing but the sawdust mixed with manure which had formed the
riding-track. It must be confessed that one would need to have a large
measure of indifference to be entirely content with this lodging. The
unfortunate civilian clothing, which we were still wearing, suffered
much from the experience.
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