World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, French
Then the train started. We exchanged hearty adieus as we went
away--only to stop a little farther on for another lapse of time. After
three full days of this we reached our destination. We had traversed
half of France, and were now going to recuperate for new hardships.
Our camp was located in a little village buried in verdure, in the
midst of a calm countryside, as far from the war as possible. Very
little news reached this out-of-the-way spot; newspapers were old when
they arrived. The populace lived as usual, groaning a bit to keep in
countenance, but not suffering any real inconvenience.
We were soon bored to death. In spite of the daily exercises, in spite
of the drills, in spite of the preparations and small side comedy of
war, we longed for the tempest, for the great whirlwind which was
sweeping away our brothers over yonder, toward the east. Only its
echoes reached us. There was the Marne; there was the German retreat;
there was the digging of trenches, the line stretched to the sea; there
was the Yser.
Yet here we stayed. Time passed heavily. We felt much aggrieved: it
seemed that the war was bound to be too short to offer us a sufficient
revenge. We gave up hope of returning to the front, so long did the
days seem while our comrades were doing the fighting.
Berthet and I never ceased to fret. Inertia crushed us. We would have
accepted no matter what offer of an errand in order to go away, to have
action, to quit the tranquil country where we were vegetating, to find
again adventure, to run risks: in short, to live. It seemed to us that
we spent months there, stagnating. In reality it was six weeks.
In that apparent inaction the regiment was putting itself in condition.
One day twelve hundred men were selected for reinforcements to join a
neighboring division of the army. There were touching farewells. Those
who were leaving, feverish with joy, shook hands proudly with those who
remained behind, and who were envious to the last man. None of these,
however, was destined to return unharmed. All were mowed down on the
plains of Champagne in their first engagement, and their places were
filled by new comrades from other camps.
That also is an aspect of war. One does not keep constantly the same
comrades, nor even the same officers. The army is a living organism
which undergoes constant wear and rebuilding. At first, one gladly
believes that he will always have the same neighbors, that he will be
with the same sergeant, that he will be surrounded by the same faces
until the end. Then one comrade is transferred to another regiment,
another merely disappears. Another is called to a distance: he goes
and never returns. Soon one finds himself the only man remaining of
the original group. The company has not fought, it has not suffered
murderous losses, and still its personnel has been renewed.
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