World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, French
Existence in the trenches is characterized by a monotony that soon
becomes a burden. It is made up of waiting and work: work in which a
man is by turns dirt-digger, sentinel, carpenter, and porter. There
is much time for rest and repose. It is a special type of life, which
recalls that of the sieges of olden days, when armies sat long months
at a time facing each other. One does not fight all the time. The vigil
is constant, but the struggle is not. There is the incessant watching
of the field in front, the unrelaxed tension of stalking the enemy; and
at the rear the staleness of inaction.
What is there to do? Sleep, certainly. Then find amusement, for the
time is long. The hours move slowly, night follows day and day night
without bringing change. Therefore, one must exercise his ingenuity.
One writes a lot of letters. There is always a relative to enlighten,
or a sweetheart to console, or a mother to entertain. Letters arrive
which are read and reread. Then the newspapers bring their limited
ration of news. We discuss their contents. We learn that the submarine
warfare is extending; that the Zeppelins have gone over England; that
the Bulgars are attacking the Roumanians; that a great parliamentary
speech has explained to the world the causes of the upheaval. Thus we
kill a few more minutes. Then ennui returns: dull tediousness that puts
the thumbscrews on the brain; homesickness for the distant fireside,
for the old life renounced for war; yearning for the past, still near
and yet so far. One wanders about and knows not what to do. One fellow
has some playing-cards and opens a game. We smoke, and dream, and
sew, and clean our arms. We await our turn at sentry duty. It rains.
We yawn. The sun comes out, one risks his life to pay a visit to his
neighbors. The picturesque ceases to be, by reason of familiarity.
One sees nothing of that which at first fixed his attention. The deep
trench where crazy grasses hang is a road only too well trodden. The
mess is stale, the card-game stupid. One is bored to death and utterly
worthless.
Then the inveterate wag intervenes. He sings, he “joshes.” He brings
a laugh. The dying conversation revives. Those who were dozing sit up
again and take notice. Circles form. Each one tells a story, and the
long faces spread into smiles. Torpor is banished for a moment. The
man who was cutting a cane with his pocket-knife exhibits it. It is
fine and much admired. The man who hollowed out an inkstand from a fuse
brings it forth. His work is curious, dainty, and ornamental: bravo! A
painter is there, an artist, who brings out his album; he has a hundred
drawings, warm with color. Each man would like to possess a copy. That
is the end: there is nothing more. All this is too brief, and the time
is too long. We cast about for something new.
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