World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, French
Once more he is at the front with all its horrors. He is in a sector
of great commotion, where ruins pile upon ruins; where the very earth
under his feet explodes; where a fresh drive is being pushed; where
no minute is without its danger. There is the patrol toward the
enemy’s lines, the life underground, the sky shot with airplanes, the
shrapnel overhead and the mine under feet. There is the torpedo coming
with its ugly growl; there are all the changing forms in which death
beckons--the Grim Monster which prowls and shrieks; there is the agony
renewed.
The attack is resumed. The attack, yes. “C’est la Guerre.” There is no
longer, as in former days, a battle of a single day, wherein one is
either victor or vanquished, where the outcome is decisive. The attack
of to-day is one of the rôles in the drama of life, like being a
soldier. Yes, it is life itself.
We made an attack, then, on a certain day, toward Mont Cornillet,
which stood out before us like a volcano of chalk. The German and
French artillery were crossing their shell-fire. Below, the French were
holding. The position was hardly tenable after it was gained, and we
were trying to enlarge and strengthen it a bit. My regiment, entirely
reformed and equipped, formed a part of the advancing force. Each man,
grown wise from his experience in war, could estimate the distance,
and the effect of the firing. It was going well. It was hard, but
the firing was good. Perhaps we would suffer less this time than on
former occasions. Perhaps once more we would return alive. But then,
what matter? One is a fatalist in such moments. Destiny will decide.
A man is nothing, can do nothing. He is a mere atom, a drop of water
in the ocean, a grain of sand in the desert. He goes where the wind
drives him. If he is lucky, he comes back alive; if he is unlucky, he
returns to the bosom of the earth. It is all very simple, clear, and
clean-cut. The sacrifice was made long since. Once for all, the very
first time, he has said: “What will come, will come.” He has left his
home, he has marched, he has fought, he has suffered. Some men have
been killed, others only await their turn. Infinite Fatality holds them
in her hand. Those who believe in God, and that God brings solace, have
their comfort always with them. They piously attend religious service
when they can, wherever the chaplain sets up his altar: in a crushed-in
chapel of a demolished village, or in a barn without a roof, or in the
trench itself. The man who believes in nothing has no greater fear of
death.
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