Under the guns : $b A woman's reminiscences of the Civil WarWittenmyer, Annie
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Under the guns : $b A woman's reminiscences of the Civil War
Wittenmyer, Annie
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Personal narratives
I determined our talk should be religious, and soon introduced the
subject. He had remarked that we were making headway, and would
probably reach Helena by eight o’clock the next morning. But he said,
“of course there are dangers on every side--sand-bars, snags, and
guerillas. _So we can’t tell where we will be in the morning._”
“It matters little,” I answered, “to those who live for two worlds. We
have the promise that everything shall work together for good to those
who love God.”
“I believe that, and am living for both worlds,” he responded heartily.
Then began one of the most interesting conversations that it has ever
been my privilege to engage in. He was a most deeply pious man, and
through all the army life had walked with God.
As the evening wore on, conversation turned upon heaven, and the joys
and privileges of the redeemed. I remember how his face glowed with
holy enthusiasm as we talked of heaven. He contrasted the noisy, horrid
scenes of war with the peace and sweet harmony of that world of light
and love. He said, “I am prepared for such a blessed change of scenes
at any moment.”
The evening was now well-spent, and bidding him good-night I retired
to my stateroom. The next morning when I stepped out into the ladies’
cabin, I found the captain of the boat waiting for me.
“Did you know the gentleman you were talking with last evening?”
“Yes, slightly.”
“He is dead.”
“Is it possible?”
“Yes, he is dead and cold; he must have died immediately after
retiring. The gentleman who occupied the lower berth noticed his arm
hanging down over the side of the berth when he went to retire, and
spoke to him, but he made no answer; and this morning his arm was just
in the same position.”
Yes, he was dead. He had gone from that talk about heaven right into
the grandeur and glory of all its blessed mysteries. How thankful I was
that our conversation had been about Christian duty and heaven!
My thoughts turned quickly to the widowed mother and the sisters so
well beloved; for he had spoken of them all most tenderly. We were now
nearing Helena, where he must be taken ashore and buried. He had died
of heart disease; and it was that, not drink, which made his face so
flushed.
I wrote to his mother, who lived in Lancaster, Pa., telling her all
I could recall of our talk about God, duty, heaven, and all the
circumstances of our brief acquaintance and his death.
One of his sisters answered my letter, for his mother was quite
prostrated by the shock the news of his death had given her.
She said they were looking for his home-coming every hour, when the
sad message that he was dead and buried reached them. But the sister’s
faith rose triumphantly above it all.
“We all thank God for the loving providence which cast our dear one
in the pathway of a Christian who directed his thoughts and hopes
heavenward at the last. It is a great comfort to us that his faith was
so bright and clear, and that his last thoughts on earth were about
heaven.”
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