Under the guns : $b A woman's reminiscences of the Civil WarWittenmyer, Annie
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Under the guns : $b A woman's reminiscences of the Civil War
Wittenmyer, Annie
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Personal narratives
“It is too late. It is too late!” he cried with such bitterness of soul
that the men lying upon their cots--brave young men, who bore in their
own persons the marks of their heroism--covered their faces with their
bedclothes, and wept like little children.
But I urged that it was not too late, and commenced telling him of the
thief on the cross; but he stopped me.
“Oh, I know about the thief on the cross; but, lady, I am a thousand
times worse than the thief on the cross.”
“If you were _ten thousand times worse, Jesus could save you_; for he
can save to the _uttermost_.”
These words gave hope, and he exclaimed, “Pray for me!”
I knelt by his cot-side; and while he prayed and I pleaded, “the
opening heaven around us shone,” and the mighty power of saving grace
came down upon his soul.
The tempest was stilled, and all was _peace_. I looked up into his face
to see, that in a moment--as it were, in the twinkling of an eye--all
the lines of despair had been taken out of his face, and that it was
beaming with joy; a joy unspeakable, and full of glory.
If I had been an infidel up to that time, it seems to me that I should
have been convicted of the truth of Christianity in that presence.
There were many witnesses to that scene; and it was as though the
Master would show his mighty saving power, for _he healed that man soul
and body_. My secretary was with me. Three days from that time I found
him on the shady side of the house reading the Testament I had given
him the day before. The same look of peace and joy was in his face, as
he said,--
“Oh, I am so happy this morning! I have a _furlough_, and I am going
home. How glad my Christian mother will be to know that I have found
salvation.”
“Young man,” I said, “wherever you go, remember that you were snatched
as a brand from the burning.”
“I can never forget that. My disease and despair were crushing me down.
I must have died if salvation had not come just then; but when you
_spoke the name of Jesus_, I knew you were a Christian, and that you
would help me if you could.”
THE NEW YORK HERALD REPORTER WHO LIVED FOR TWO WORLDS.
Two weeks after the surrender of Vicksburg, I took passage on a steamer
for the North. Just before the boat left the wharf, a gentleman whom I
knew came on board in company with a sick friend, whom he introduced
as Mr. Brown, “Correspondent of the _New York Herald_.” I was so weary
with the scenes of war, with the heat and hard labor which had been
the common lot of all workers during the siege, that I did not want
to talk to any one, much less to a “_Herald_ reporter.” He was sick,
and was going home for a season of rest, so he said. How deceptive
appearances are. I set him down at once as a drinking man, because his
face was flushed and his eyes red; and I determined to be as unsocial
as possible. I did not see him again till evening, when he came back
into the ladies’ cabin and began social conversation.
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