Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
His hand went out; it clenched on the girl's arm; it was not hurtful,
only hard, arresting and cold. "You're to have self-control," said the
Judge sharply, "and you're to obey me! Understand?"
But she turned a set and stern face on him. That soft echo of Shipman's
"Courage!" had sent the flame of all her ancestors in her. "You are
not fair," she stammered. "I am ready to--to"--Sard quivered over the
hard word, "obey, but I can't be cut off, dried up, stopped in all
that I really care about." She stiffened suddenly, flaring on him with
hot mouth. "Oh, you can't be my father, not in spirit, or you wouldn't
stand off and judge me, condemn me, like this; you'd help me, you'd
be," the tortured girl caught her breath, "a friend; you wouldn't be
willing to----"
For answer the Judge rose. He cast an eye to the sky and took out his
watch. "You have an aunt," he said sententiously, "a woman, and a lady,
to talk things over with." He saw the curling lip of rebellion, adding,
"Of course, if you have no use for the society of ladies and social
equals, if you care only for gutter snipes and wharf rats, that's your
own loss. My business," said the Judge, getting heavily down from the
car, "my business is to see that you remember you're my daughter, even
if I have to use pretty severe means to make you.... My daughter,
flirting with a tramp, making herself the comment of the town and the
clubs, is a thing I will not allow!" said the magistrate. "That is a
little too low!"
The cheap word "flirting," its hopeless connotation, the inhuman
density and commonplace acceptance of the whole matter, seemed to goad
Sard into a frenzy.
"Ah, I'm not your daughter," burst out the girl wildly. "I'm not the
daughter of coarse, narrow, cruel, smug things."
With the familiar eyes slowly turning on her, with their awful
arraignment of her as something vulgar, unworthy, she quivered like
a frightened animal. "I don't feel like you--I _couldn't!_ Such
disgusting thoughts couldn't stay in my mind--I couldn't be so--so
common as you."
It was out now, her condemnation of him. They were pitted against each
other, and Sard with a feminine prophetic pang knew to what extent. The
only way to influence the Judge would have been her mother's way, the
little helpless scented timid lady's way, and the girl knew miserably
that hers could never be that way. Yet here she was fighting, not only
for her integrity as a dignified woman, but for--for someone who until
now, but for her, had been helpless, dazed, a fine sensitive being
shut out of all human contacts by his ignorance of what contacts were
normally his.
The man turned and faced his daughter; something remorseless came into
his eyes. His mouth gripped the cigar. "Either," said the Judge slowly,
"either you are my daughter and do as I say, or you don't do as I
say--and go----" he muttered doggedly, adding, "I don't care where!"
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