Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Then, his eyes professionally piercing, he remarked coolly, over his
cigar, "There, that'll do, you've worked yourself up enough, you don't
need to be theatrical! Your duty," said the Judge pompously, "is
to drop all this poppy-cock about unfortunates, the under-dogs and
gutter snipes, whom you affect. Be natural, be normal," said the Judge
largely. "Go around with your kind and your own age, though, as far as
I can see, they're as addle-pated as yourself. Drop all this nonsense,
I say, and _don't see Colter again_--do you hear?" For the girl, now
that he was out of the car, could turn her face from him.
The Judge slowly fulminated, gradually bulged with authority. He seemed
solemn even to himself as he laid down his final command. He took the
cigar from his mouth. "Don't see Colter again!" His eyes, reading his
daughter's, he was looking mercilessly on her young agony, making it
naked and flaying it, saw the writhings of her as she took the lash.
Sard made a slow desperate gesture; she had winced, half shrunk from
him, but she seemed resolved now to meet the thing in its entirety.
"I'm sorry," said the girl in a low voice, "I can't promise that. Last
week, perhaps, but"--with a strange little sigh of inevitability,
"not now, Dad. I'm sorry," Sard looked sadly into his face, "I can't
promise."
The Judge was stupefied. "Can't promise?" he queried. "Can't promise?
But I gave you my orders! Do you realize what you're saying?"
"Courage!" Shipman's low voice, pleading for human understanding,
came to her. And another voice, the calm, thoughtful voice of Colter.
She saw and recognized instantly her kinship with this soul that had
come to her so strangely; she knew that she read it right and that no
matter what its oblivion and dismay, it had come to her, belonged to
her. Yet with all youth's insecurity and doubt she realized, too, that
she could hardly trust herself. Her eyes widened, deepened; with a
sudden strange, wild gesture she threw herself forward. Her arms went
half-way about her father's neck. "Oh, help me," she begged, "help me!
Don't you see that I can't promise? Oh, Father," wept Sard, "why should
we two be like this?"
It was perhaps the truest sign, had the girl but known it, of the depth
of feeling that had been born in her. When a woman truly loves, her
heart goes out to all those with whom she has a relationship under the
great new trouble; for her there must be no small meanness, no stabbing
dislikes, no impatience. When a woman truly loves, she is tender to the
world.
"I can't promise that," the girl wept desperately; "won't you help me,
Dad?"
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