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She remembered Miss Aurelia's twittering and misgivings when once
or twice she had gone to read with Colter on a bench under the
horse-chestnut tree. She remembered Tawny Troop's cheap scorn; she had
been "made ashamed."
Even Watts Shipman, it seemed, had had misgivings. He, too, had
endeavored to "make her think," and now it was out. There was no hiding
it, no possible explanation; she cared for Colter, cared for him with
the marvelous gleaming tide, the dewy garden-like rapture, the vivid,
etched, romantic stir and storm of a girl's first feeling. It was out;
known, discussed, condemned and made shameful. The scarlet flame that
had stained Sard's face brought a blazing fire of pride into her heart.
Boldly she cast imagination and self-will on this fire of pride.
"I _care_," she breathed. "I care. It is my life, not theirs! I will go
before them all with Colter and say--'I care'!"
The gray twilight grew darker in its language and breathed down to
sleep. Roses emptied tiny jars of scent on the night. Lilies burned
tall pastilles. Leaves pressed their little hands together in some
prayer of darkness. Now and then some small thing like a clock stirred
in the long grass near Sard and tried to remind her of time and
obligations, but the woe of the whole youthful frame meant nothing to
them. They went on in their little ticking way, busy and inevitable.
These things did, however, mean unutterable emotions to the man who
came suddenly upon them, who viewed them pitifully in the long grass
where long ago the fire-flies had begun to rise and glimmer. To the
startled, half-rising girl's face, Colter half groaned. Quickly he
tempered his voice and manner. He, it seemed, was in no passion of
resentment, and he sought to quell hers.
"I thought I saw you go in here--I waited a long time for you to come
out." Colter hesitated. "I wanted to say 'good-bye' before I went. Do
you know how late it is?"
For answer she gave a long sigh of relief. "I thought you had gone!"
she said. "Is it late?"
The man looked at the girl lying there in the long grass. It was a
different Sard Bogart from any he had seen and known since the early
spring, since that March day when she had rescued him. He could not
look at her thus. Something instinctive and delicate made Colter turn
his head away and remain standing. Under the trees he stood immovable,
like a statue, thinking with utmost concern upon this prostrate,
abandoned grief of youth. He stood, his back to her, looking out toward
the slow gathering stars.
His quiet, the absolute calm of him, made Sard wonder. Suddenly she sat
up; her hands went to her hair. She was glad he could not see her eyes
and wondered if he could have heard her sobbing. Again, inquiringly,
she looked at the tall thin form with its broad shoulders and the head,
nobly poised, set to a listening attitude.
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