Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"If we are very quiet," said Colter at last, "we can hear the wind
freshening down the river." Somehow, she knew it was the way he took to
quiet her. She was hushed like a storming child.
After a few seconds: "I did not hear you come." She tried to say it
naturally, but her relief, the long shuddering sigh, struck into him.
The man, his face still turned away, murmured something.
"I did not hear you." Sard rose and went toward him in the dark.
"Perhaps I should not have come," he said. He carefully kept the senses
of mistress and employed between them. "But I was very anxious. Shall I
go?"
"No." The girl's voice, under his steady leadership, grew clearer. Sard
began to get herself together. Here was someone who understood, who
needed few words and who, she was convinced, cared. Sard only thought
that word "cared." She dared not think the word "love," with its
overwhelming waves.
She stood there twisting a piece of grass in nervous fingers. "Father
told me!" She said it with a kind of helpless shame. "I am so sorry
that you are going, Colter. You seemed so happy lately--and I--I
believed that we could help you, take you back to yourself, give you
life again."
For answer the man turned and gave her one swift look.
In the summer night Sard saw with wonder that there was a curious
competency, a serene purpose in those eyes. In some dumb moment of wild
joy she realized that her instinct had taught her true. This was no
perplexed "hired man" with no friends nor employment. This was--this
was--
"You have helped me more than you know." His voice was grave and
restoring. "I have come back further to my own than I dare think of
now, and I came by a beautiful path, your sympathy and pure faith. So
you must not sorrow like this. You must not distress yourself like
this. Things will be clearer."
In the night his clear voice of authority moved the girl strangely.
It was an authority and assurance of high character that in her
desperately clouded spirit she reached out for. Instinctively, like a
wilting plant, the young form straightened and freshened until the man
stopped looking at the stars.
He turned toward her and looked long upon the face that had become his
star. Colter made a little sorrowful gesture. "I have brought you such
pain, and--I can't help!" His hands clenched for a second, the low
voice for a second caressed her. "But I will come back if you wish me
to. I can promise you to come back."
Her eyes darkened. "Promise!" she bade him fiercely. "Promise----!"
But he was silent. It seemed that he was determined to get Sard out of
this mood, to hold her to her best self, the steady clear-sighted self
he had seen.
"I do want you to," breathed Sard without shame. "I have grown used to
you----" stammering. There was no immediate answer.
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