Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
There was a long silence before the lawyer looked up into the face of
that man who walked up and down, his russet head erect, one arm crossed
behind him on his back. Colter's face, absorbed, earnest, rational, had
yet that curious look of hesitancy and bafflement that the lawyer began
to know was the thing in which he had always disbelieved, the thing he
had scouted, amnesia. The lawyer's knowledge of shell-shock, of trance,
of the results of profound and tragic sorrow, served him now. He could
no longer repudiate this evident spiritual and mental submersion.
But what would cause amnesia, apart from trying physical conditions?
Not even horrible experiences in West African jungles with one's
friends dying consecutively of smallpox. The loss of a man's friend?
Not altogether. Illness, exposure? Not altogether. Shock? _Shock?_
Watts Shipman, plunged in thought, searched in his imagination for the
one shock that might have shut the doors of memory. Colter, looking
patiently at him, hazarded a suggestion.
"That book," motioning to it, "that book is a sort of talisman.
Sometimes it brings back whole sequences of memory, and then that
letter that you see speaks of men of science, who are living to-day, as
if I and the writer had known them together."
Watts laughed, and turned away with something like a sneer.
"Awfully clever, old chap. I've no doubt you've done this successfully
many times, but," the lawyer turned abruptly, "I have seen a good
deal, you know." Sharply, "Now drop all this memory-camouflage. Tell
me who you are, why you're here, what knocked you out, and I'll give
you any old job you want--come," said Watts authoritatively. "You've
been a cultivated man, no doubt about that. You've traveled; you're a
'has-been'! You've come a cropper some way--drink, dope, women," he
looked narrowly into the still white face. "Some disgrace, perhaps some
tragedy--you're ashamed of something."
It was so brutal, so abrupt, that it had its immediate result. There
was a long and very curious silence. It was as if the two men staring
at each other had been fighting a secret fight under the open one of
incredulity and effort to reveal. Both of them under the threshold of
intelligence knew what that secret fight was. It was Sard! All harmony
had vanished. Something hard and unlovely had taken its place. It was
as if the two worked desperately to create a wall between them and the
wall was now finished. It was an inevitable wall of a girl's fresh
vibrant personality.
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