Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Sard, moving wistfully under the great trees, looked up into the
branches spread over her. "What are your laws?" she asked as of old.
The girl, hot with surging new things, with new blind impulses and
passions, asked but one thing, to be true to a law, to the highest
laws of all, yet the great law that called men and women fiercely,
insistently to each other seemed to be set forever at variance with
other laws, laws that those same men and women themselves had made and
sustained. What should one be faithful to, what repudiate?
"What shall be my laws?" whispered the girl. She felt trembling that
fierce law of blood and ardent spirit that bade her follow Colter now,
get to him if she could, this night! Sard looked up, her eyes wide, her
body swept on the tidal streams of summer night, her tremulous being
still vibrated to the remembered clasp of a man's hand, of the sense of
mystery surrounding that man, his unuttered call to her.... His truth
for her truth.
The isolation of youth, such as Sard's, is very great. No human hand
can help it. It walks a way of loneliness that glimmers and is drenched
with strange lights that bewilder and if it comes to any help at all it
is the knowledge of the glory of loneliness, the glory of the fighter,
who at last prefers the sense of ambush and the hazard of the wrong
trail. Who prefers to pierce the jungle and fight his way out into a
clearing--alone.
Yet to those who question the night, that time when the earth is
abandoned by its one angel, the sun, there comes inevitably out of the
dreaming quiet the one word, Patience.
"Our law is Patience," said the trees to Sard. The girl, a swift hand
passed over her eyes, went in by way of the terrace; she passed the
dark form sitting there; half pushing herself, half afraid she tiptoed
toward it, to make peace, to ask forgiveness. Then, as softly, she
tiptoed back; for deep in her heart Sard knew that there would be only
one condition of forgiveness, that she repudiate the best and dearest
thing that had come into her life, she must give up Colter.
Now passion swept over against any calm she could win, the girl saw
vehemently that one man's face with the look of gentleness and dumb
pain. "I can't give him up," she said fiercely. Sard drew a long
breath; she began climbing slowly up-stairs to bed.
As she stood at the foot of the tower room stairs the hall clock struck
eleven; there was a sudden whir of wheels and lights on the drive
outside; she heard indistinctly lowered voices of men, some long thing,
covered, was taken to the kitchen, sudden stir and commotion ran like
wild fire through the house.
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