Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The afternoon wore on; the girl, with an ejaculation, sprang up. "What
do I mean by loafing around like this?" Sard inquired hotly. "Colter
never loafed, he was always busy mending, rearranging, working,
studying. I can't stand this lazy life, I won't, I won't just drift; I
will be like Colter."
She went into the little dressing-room and bathed her face, looking
with wonder into the eyes grown so dark and wide, so strangely
listening and startled. She flung open a drawer and lifted out a clean
white dimity, a frock with fresh frills and a soft sash. Sard rustled
into it with a little winged sense of pining for the air, to be moving,
going somewhere, experiencing something. But the soft white seemed
vapid to the serious brown eyes so unaware of their own vitality. Sard,
frowning upon this absence of color, opened a casket and took out a
long rope of cut amber beads. Her mother's necklace, a thing honey-like
with sun-color, quivering with golden lights. "Funny," thought the
girl, ruminatively, "I never cared to wear these before." She ran the
smooth clicking morsels of amber through caressing fingers. "Little
Mother," she thought tenderly, "I suppose these reached almost to your
knees; they hardly come to my waist. I'm not a bit like you."
With yearning face, the girl turned to her bookshelves. Sard vaguely
thought of going down to the river edge to read. The young fingers
paused over "The Sonnets from the Portuguese"; not until this summer
had Sard understood these exquisite verses. Now, almost with reverence
she drew the volume forth. It was a girl's way to evade all the cold
questions, all the sneering comments, the Gorgon stare of "practical
life." With some sense of being companioned by the little book, Sard
gave a touch here and there to her pretty room, patted a pillow, pulled
down a shade and started to leave it.
Miss Aurelia's flat heels clapped up the stairs; the face that met
Sard's look was mystified and potential. Her aunt, taking a chair,
gasped a little.
"Aunt Reely," scolded Sard, "how you pant; you take these stairs too
fast. I do believe you get more tired than you let us see; you've got
to go easier," said Sard in gentle bullying.
The girl these days had been wistfully tender of her aunt. Sard had
great need to be tender to someone. Miss Aurelia exulted in the
solicitude. "Sard and I are very much alike," she had told Mrs. Spoyd;
"we are congenial." The timid lady exulted in what seemed to her like
the opening of a new régime. To have Sard's companionship in all her
little flutters and wonderings and excitements! Miss Aurelia had
carefully swept up Sard's heart for her. Everything to the aunt's
perception was neatly ticketed and put away; all reminiscence of that
er--unfortunate--er, infatuation for the "Man on the Place." Now,
however, the rabbity mouth looked awed. Miss Aurelia was more uncertain
than usual; she eyed Sard irresolutely.
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