Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Sard, herself, had followed her father into the library to put records
on his talking machine. The Judge's favorite way of spending a spring
evening was to deny all callers and to sit by the window in front of
the square refrigerator-looking instrument while Sard, like a slave,
drew forth and deposited the records of his choice. Through the windows
of the unlighted room showed squares of black sky with one or two stars
hanging. A young vine tapped against the wire netting or beckoned with
leaf fingers. The Judge never looked at his daughter standing straight
and ready for his signal of approval or displeasure. She chose the
more sentimental and romantic of airs and sometimes when they pleased
him, he softened; his eyes closed at the finale of _La Sonnambula_ or
_Donna e Mobile_; he would sometimes snort, clear his throat and say,
"Very pretty, very pretty." Sard would smile a little, looking rather
wistfully at him. Perhaps when her father heard this music he wandered
down the paths of youth, paths of wistfulness and wanting to do right,
paths such as hers must be: what had been his laws? What had at last
made him this curt, severe, unapproachable man? "What were your laws,
Father?" the girl almost whispered. "Did you always live under the law?"
"Very pretty--very pretty," snapped the Judge. "The best machines are
accurate, that's the idea, accurate; no banging, tinpanning; accuracy,
that's the test of music."
The girl, gravely obedient to him, listened to those comments. At
college Sard had heard all the New Testament in modern music, the
superb ranges, the exquisite far countries of sound and rhythm. For
her the Russian compositions had spelled the awful darkness of a dark
land, through which in splendid bursts came the hope of full golden
wheat fields, the piteous tragic faces of a people longing to rise and
walk from the shackles of years into their own souls' birthright. The
Spanish gravity and witchery as of dancing lights in the mountains,
the French stringing of water pearls and culling of moonlit flowers;
the exquisite question of modern unresolved chords, or the striding
rhythms and deep chests of the masculine Bach fugues. Frolicking rural
joy of the old gigues and morrices and the sombre human pathos of old
folk songs--the girl harking back over those rich immemorial afternoons
and evenings of the music at college, wondered at herself, putting on
the records, setting the needles, half shrinking from the automatic
preliminary whir. "The heart bowed down with weight of woe," she looked
at the grizzled head of the man whose name she bore. Was his heart
"bowed down with weight of woe," was there some sore spot in his heart
where, if she might win, she might see him as he was in the old days
of youth and his love; had he ever agonized, cared about the tragic
injustices of life? Or, did he just coddle a sense of personal loss and
woe?
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