Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
What should be the laws of one's life? The books on Sard's shelves
gleamed in the moonlight. Here and there they had helped and suggested
and one or two men or women Sard had met seemed to have an idea.
Then this thing they called "Love"--Sard, lying in bed, pondered;
did love do what people said it did, sweeten, make deeper, wiser?
Well, Sard had seen girls at college who became engaged, said they
were in love, certainly were changed and made queer by a force bigger
than themselves; and yet it all seemed to end trivially. One or two
children, a little house not very well kept, a tired husband, not
"enough" money ... and there were other girls who mocked at love and
played with it and coquetted until their faces became cynical, hard and
horrible.... If there were things that swept people so they rose bigger
and finer than they had ever dreamed themselves to be, that might
count some way, but how did they start becoming bigger and finer? One
couldn't go down-stairs and announce to one's family--"From now on I am
going to be bigger and finer." So, tossing away from the star inquiry,
turning penitently back to it, the young form fought out the thing. A
sense of awful loneliness and youth came to Sard, an awful sense of not
knowing herself, not working from the most inward of her. She stretched
out appealing arms--"What are my laws?" she asked softly. "Oh, what are
my laws?" For Sard knew, and knew with feelings of awe that for every
life that counted there must be laws.
CHAPTER III
BY-LAWS
The Judge opened the door and propelled himself into the room in a
finicking, faultfinding way, peculiarly inappropriate to his massive
shoulders and head. He grunted something to Sard's "Good-morning, Dad,"
picked up his paper and flapped it into a fold. His slow eyes, seeming
like ground glass set in front of the remorseless deliberations of his
mind, paused at the coffee-urn, as he made inquiry:
"Dunstan not down yet?"
For answer Dunstan Bogart shuffled down the broad stairs and, slipping
on a rug, entered the dining-room with an operatic air of being in
extreme haste. Half tumbling into the room, he halted, dramatically,
appearing to remind himself that the breakfast-room was holy ground.
"Greeting to thee, fellow sufferers," he announced cheerfully. He made
passes at his father's back, stared his aunt solemnly in the face,
ruffled Sard's hair and finally took his seat.
"Frogs in the finger-bowls again?" he questioned sepulchrally. "Else
why all this gloom?"
The Judge, unnoticing, motioned his finished grapefruit away. No one
appearing to effect this transfer, he indicated the butler's pantry
back of him and Sard felt anew for the electric bell.
"I wonder if this thing works--it doesn't seem to ring in the kitchen."
"It is at present ringing in the chicken-coop and the garage,"
announced Dunstan; "I heard it as I dressed--it is ringing in
the furnace and in the fountain; it is ringing in Heaven, it is
ringing--in--excuse me."
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