France -- History -- Louis XIII, 1610-1643 -- Fiction
‘Want of thought causes much evil,’ she answered, smiling. ‘However, I
have spoken, and we trust that while you stay with us you will be more
careful. For the rest, Monsieur,’ she continued graciously, raising her
hand to prevent me speaking, ‘we do not know why you are here, or what
plans you are pursuing. And we do not wish to know. It is enough that
you are of our side. This house is at your service as long as you please
to use it. And if we can aid you in any other way we will do so.’
‘Madame!’ I exclaimed; and there I stopped. I could say no more. The
rose garden, with its air of neglect, the shadow of the quiet house that
fell across it, the great yew hedge which backed it, and was the pattern
of one under which I had played in childhood--all had points that
pricked me. But the women’s kindness, their unquestioning confidence,
the noble air of hospitality which moved them! Against these and their
placid beauty in its peaceful frame I had no shield, no defence. I
turned away, and feigned to be overcome by gratitude.
‘I have no words--to thank you!’ I muttered presently. ‘I am a little
shaken this morning. I--pardon me.’
‘We will leave you for a while,’ Mademoiselle de Cocheforet said in
gentle pitying tones. ‘The air will revive you. Louis shall call you
when we go to dinner, M. de Barthe. Come, Elise.’
I bowed low to hide my face, and they nodded pleasantly--not looking
closely at me--as they walked by me to the house. I watched the two
gracious, pale-robed figures until the doorway swallowed them, and then
I walked away to a quiet corner where the shrubs grew highest and the
yew hedge threw its deepest shadow, and I stood to think.
And, MON DIEU, strange thoughts. If the oak can think at the moment the
wind uproots it, or the gnarled thorn-bush when the landslip tears it
from the slope, they may have such thoughts, I stared at the leaves,
at the rotting blossoms, into the dark cavities of the hedge; I stared
mechanically, dazed and wondering. What was the purpose for which I was
here? What was the work I had come to do? Above all, how--my God! how
was I to do it in the face of these helpless women, who trusted me, who
believed in me, who opened their house to me? Clon had not frightened
me, nor the loneliness of the leagued village, nor the remoteness of
this corner where the dread Cardinal seemed a name, and the King’s writ
ran slowly, and the rebellion long quenched elsewhere, still smouldered.
But Madame’s pure faith, the younger woman’s tenderness--how was I to
face these?
I cursed the Cardinal--would he had stayed at Luchon. I cursed the
English fool who had brought me to this, I cursed the years of plenty
and scarceness, and the Quartier Marais, and Zaton’s, where I had lived
like a pig, and--
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