Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New WorldAlcock, Deborah
History
Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New World
Alcock, Deborah
Peru -- History -- 1548-1820 -- Fiction
their burden, and the weary child sank down at the feet of his companion
in a profound sleep.
After he had seen the Indians comfortably accommodated, Fray Fernando
repaired to Diego’s “house” (so called by way of eminence), to sup with
the Spaniards, and to hear the news from the civilized world. But they
had none. Their leader, calling himself Don Ramon de Virves, was on his
return from an expedition along the coast, undertaken to “reduce” some
of the still independent Indians under the dominion of the King of Spain
and the Pope of Rome. So he styled it, in high-sounding Castilian; but
in plain rough English, it was a marauding expedition. He had amassed
in its course considerable treasures in gold and silver, a few valuable
specimens of emerald and turquoise, and some other things not deserving
particular enumeration. He seemed pleased to find a churchman in that
remote solitude; and said he should be glad to confess and hear mass
before going on his way next morning.
Fray Fernando guessed the reason for this request. Men did not usually
come back from such excursions as Don Ramon’s with clean hands. He
naturally would find it easier to pour the tale of his sins into the ears
of a stranger whose face he might never see again, than to lay it bare
for the inspection of one whose accusing eye might meet his too often,
and with too much meaning for his peace. The monk granted his desire,
all the more readily because the morrow happened to be a saint’s day—the
festival of St. Joseph. The matter settled, Fray Fernando speedily
quitted a scene of coarse revelry that had no charms for him.
Late as it now was, he could not sleep. But sleeplessness was no new
thing with him; in broken rest he was growing continually worse. Too
often did he spend the long silent hours of the night in living over
the past—a record not to be dwelt on without keen and bitter anguish.
At times, when sleep overcame him, he would start in terror at hideous
forms and faces that seemed to stand before him. _One_ especially, a face
familiar and loved in early youth; but pale, distorted, and with strange
fear and horror in dilated eyes. In truth, of late, since his coming to
Cerro Blanco, a change had passed over him that cost him many a cold and
secret shudder. Sometimes these visions haunted him when _not_ asleep.
Sometimes, while sitting with eyes open, and senses all awake, they drew
near—they seemed to come within his grasp—and then would vanish—how and
whither he could not tell. Even in the solitary mud-cabin called his cell
from habit, he never felt alone, and least of all at night.
In order to banish these “temptations of the evil one” (as he called
them), he tried fasting. This only aggravated the symptoms of his malady.
He tried prayer—still they came. But his prayer was not real prayer; it
was merely the repetition of a form,—a shadow, a lifeless thing.
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