Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New WorldAlcock, Deborah
History
Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New World
Alcock, Deborah
Peru -- History -- 1548-1820 -- Fiction
Amongst the saddest moments in a man’s life are those in which he begins
to suspect the sovereign efficacy of those remedies for the ills of
humanity in which hitherto he has trusted without question. They may not,
perhaps, have availed for him; but that, he has told himself, is his own
fault—he has not applied them rightly. An undercurrent of hope remains
that he may do so yet, or that others may do it for him. He may be dying
of thirst, yet still the waters of Shiloh go softly; his wound may ache
unhealed, yet still there is balm in Gilead. But who shall bring help or
comfort to his despairing soul if once he surmises that the fountain is
not in Shiloh, that there is no balm in Gilead, nor any physician there?
Hitherto Fray Fernando had blamed himself; he had not doubted his Church.
Her mystic sacraments brought no mystic blessing to him, only because he
did not fulfil the indispensable conditions of blessing. That they could
bring no blessing to others was a new, and, as it then seemed to him, a
still more terrible thought.
“Patre,” José resumed, little guessing what was passing in his patron’s
mind—“patre, _my_ friend comes to-day. I know you will be very kind to
him for José’s sake.”
“For _your_ sake, surely! But a galley-slave is a strange friend for Don
José—the Child of the Sun. What have you seen in this youth?”
José answered evasively, “He is so young, patre, to have suffered so
much. And he has hair like the tears of Ynty, and eyes the colour of the
cloudless sky. Moreover, he is gentle; and he never uses oaths or evil
words.”
“Ah! I have observed that myself. I know something of his story: his case
is a singular one.”
Fray Fernando was aware that Walter Grey had been a prisoner of the
Inquisition. And he surmised that the “penitence” that saved his life
was not, probably, the most sincere in the world. If he were a Dominican
friar, with heart and soul devoted to the interests of the Holy Office,
he might seek for symptoms of a “relapse”—but he was nothing of the kind;
he had no wish to meddle in such matters. Whatever he might suspect, or
even ascertain, the poor lad should be safe with him, unless he should
prove himself unworthy of favour. He said aloud: “You may trust me, José.
I will be kind to your friend.”
“Thank you, patre.—Ah! here they come. That tall, brown, bent man is
called the matador. He and the Englishman are friends.”
Fray Fernando went to the door to meet his guests, whom he welcomed with
the customary “_Pax vobiscum_.” They bowed; the old man bending low, the
younger slightly, like an English gentleman acknowledging the salutation
of an equal.
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