Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New WorldAlcock, Deborah
History
Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New World
Alcock, Deborah
Peru -- History -- 1548-1820 -- Fiction
According to custom, José set a substantial meal before the visitors.
It was not, indeed, usual to partake of food before attending the
confessional; but the case of these poor half-starved galley-slaves
was peculiar, and in Fray Fernando’s judgment it required peculiar
treatment. Whilst they did ample justice to the repast, he would enter
freely into conversation with them; and endeavour, in a friendly manner,
to learn something of their history. Generally they were disposed to
be communicative; being pleased to find themselves listened to with
interest, and not without hope of future benefits. But these two were
very silent. Walter’s mind was greatly disturbed, on account of the
impending interview with the monk. Most gladly would he have avoided
the visit, if he could have done so without exciting suspicion, or
rather, without actually proclaiming himself a heretic, who refused the
sacraments of the Church. But as it happened, this scheme of his Indian
friend, devised for his special benefit, was but too likely to prove his
undoing. During the meal, he ate little and spoke less, awaiting, with
mingled feelings, the dreaded summons to the confessional.
The matador, from long habit, was silent; but his eyes often sought
the face of the monk, as if finding a strange attraction there.
Something, indeed, there was that affected him like the strain of some
half-forgotten melody, which the memory can neither wholly grasp nor let
altogether go.
Fray Fernando did not pay any particular attention to him, but observed
the young Englishman with much compassion. Guessing pretty accurately
what was passing in his mind, and willing to end his suspense, he
departed from his usual practice by giving precedence to the younger.
“I see, my young friend,” he said, “that you have finished your repast.
I will therefore hear your confession first. Come with me.” And, rising
from his seat, he led the way into the inner chamber, where was his
oratory and confessional.
Anxiously had Walter prepared himself for this hour. He had planned and
pondered, and formed many a resolution, which he dismissed, and then
formed again, as to how he should speak, how he should act, when the
important moment arrived. But now all vanished utterly from his memory. A
strength and calmness, never felt before, descended suddenly upon him. No
thought of fear occurred to him, nor indeed any thought at all save the
one which wholly filled his heart. He was called to confess. And like a
lightning flash, came those words across his mind: “He that confesseth me
before men, him will I also confess before my Father and before the holy
angels.” Repeating them over to himself, he followed Fray Fernando into
the inner room.
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