Algeria -- Fiction; British -- Algeria -- Fiction; France. Armée. Légion étrangère -- Fiction; Love stories
And with that she laid aside the White King among his little troop of
ivory Arabs and floated onward with her friends. Cecil's face paled
slightly under the mellow tint left there by the desert sun and the
desert wind; he swept the chessmen into their walnut case and thrust
them out of sight under his knapsack. Then he stood motionless as a
sentinel, with the great leopard skins and Bedouin banners behind him,
casting a gloom that the gold points on his harness could scarcely break
in its heavy shadow, and never moved till the echo of the voices, and
the cloud of draperies, and the fragrance of perfumed laces, and the
brilliancy of the staff officers' uniforms had passed away, and left
the soldiers alone in their Chambre. Those careless cold words from
a woman's lips had cut him deeper than the stick could have cut him,
though it had bruised his loins and lashed his breast; they showed all
he had lost.
“What a fool I am still!” he thought, as he made his way out of the
barrack room. “I might have fairly forgotten by this time that I ever
had the rights of a gentleman.”
So the carvings had won him one warm heart and one keen pang that day;
the vivandiere forgave, the aristocrat stung him, by means of those
snowy, fragile, artistic toys that he had shaped in lonely nights under
canvas by ruddy picket-fires, beneath the shade of wild fig trees, and
in the stir and color of Bedouin encampments.
“I must ask to be ordered out of the city,” he thought, as he pushed his
way through the crowds of soldiers and civilians. “Here I get bitter,
restless, impatient; here the past is always touching me on the
shoulder; here I shall soon grow to regret, and to chafe, and to look
back like any pining woman. Out yonder there, with no cares to think of
but my horse and my troop, I am a soldier--and nothing else; so best. I
shall be nothing else as long as I live. Pardieu, though! I don't know
what one wants better; it is a good life, as life goes. One must not
turn compliments to great ladies, that is all--not much of a deprivation
there. The chessmen are the better for that; her Maltese dog would have
broken them all the first time it upset their table!”
He laughed a little as he went on smoking; the old carelessness,
mutability, and indolent philosophies were with him still, and were
still inclined to thrust away and glide from all pain, as it arose.
Though much of gravity and of thoughtfulness had stolen on him, much
of insouciance remained; and there were times when there was not a
more reckless or a more nonchalant lion in all the battalions than
“Bel-a-faire-peur.” Under his gentleness there was “wild blood” in him
still, and the wildness was not tamed by the fiery champagne-draught of
the perilous, adventurous years he spent.
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