Algeria -- Fiction; British -- Algeria -- Fiction; France. Armée. Légion étrangère -- Fiction; Love stories
“I wonder if I shall never teach the Black Hawk that he may strike his
beak in once too far?” he pondered, with a sudden darker, graver touch
of musing; and involuntarily he stretched his arm out, and looked at
the wrist, supple as Damascus steel, and at the muscles that were traced
beneath the skin, as he thrust the sleeve up, clear, firm, and sinewy as
any athlete's. He doubted his countenance then, fast rein as he held all
rebellion in, close shield as he bound to him against his own passions
in the breastplate of a soldier's first duty--obedience.
He shook the thought off him as he would have shaken a snake. It had a
terrible temptation--a temptation which he knew might any day overmaster
him; and Cecil, who all through his life had certain inborn instincts
of honor, which served him better than most codes or creeds served their
professors, was resolute to follow the military religion of obedience
enjoined in the Service that had received him at his needs, and to give
no precedent in his own person that could be fraught with dangerous,
rebellious allurement for the untamed, chafing, red-hot spirits of
his comrades, for whom he knew insubordination would be ruin and
death--whose one chance of reward, of success, and of a higher
ambition lay in their implicit subordination to their chiefs, and their
continuous resistance of every rebellious impulse.
Cecil had always thought very little of himself.
In his most brilliant and pampered days he had always considered in his
own heart that he was a graceless fellow, not worth his salt, and had
occasionally wondered, in a listless sort of way, why so useless a
bagatelle a la mode as his own life was had ever been created. He
thought much the same now; but following his natural instincts, which
were always the instincts of a gentleman, and of a generous temper,
he did, unconsciously, make his life of much value among its present
comrades.
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